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Cayde-6 ([personal profile] deal_me_in) wrote in [community profile] revivalproject2020-06-06 10:42 pm

♤ Desperado

WHO: Cayde-6 and you mental intruders you. Guardian gear optional.
WHERE: The Tower In the mind of Cayde-6. Run.
WHAT: Exploring the Exo's memories and then some
WHEN: Through the Calibrations Event
WARNINGS: Nothing I can think of? Potential violence? That's an FPS for you


"It's funny, the things you find yourself missing."

The room is large and tall with its vaulted walls and the giant window that makes up an entire wall, overlooking the vast expanse of Earth's Last City. There are roughly two levels to the room, stairs immediately leading down to the central, sunken area, with no shortage of computer terminals and screens along either side. Smack in the center of the sunken area is a large table with a sizable map laid out towards the middle of it, among other things.

"Like that. I kind of miss that table."

The Exo steps down alongside of you and then past, holding a chicken in the crook of one arm, stroking her under the beak. And no, that's not your imagination- she really is wearing a tiny cloak and a paper horn reminiscent of her caretaker. He steps over to the table, shoving stacks of paperwork off the edge with relish that plainly says he's doing something he normally shouldn't, before he sets Colonel down to wander about as she pleases.

The other things on the table are as follows: a small scattering of playing cards, although all save an Ace of Spades and Queen of Hearts are flipped face-up. A glass of some glowing blue-green liquor sits atop a few sheets of paper, which upon closer inspection look to be the yellowed, torn pages from books, hints of handwriting in the blank spaces. A worn pistol sits there at the edge of the table, and stacked nearby, a few poker chips. On the floor, sitting unobtrusively by one of the table legs is a dusty, hand-stitched ball.

Draped over a chair by one of the side terminals is a banner in black, orange and white, the symbol of the Vanguard.

Cayde himself takes up a spot by the map, setting his hands on the table to lean over it as he nods thoughtfully to himself.
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-14 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Cloud's eyes quickly dart up at Cayde as he spoke about the replicator there's a flash of guilt as he sucks in the corner of his lip. The Exo only made a comment on the replicator being able to spit it out. He knew something. "About that..."

He stops himself short this wasn't the place. Cloud got sucked into the memory as it started to play out before him. The journal of how old it was, the Cayde here had been very different. Almost as if he was trying to search for something or someone. He's not quite sure at first. Whose journal was it? Who was Ace? It felt personal and he could tell that by viewing Cayde's demeanor.

"How old is that memory? Who is Ace?"
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-14 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Cloud straightens quickly looking at Cayde with surprise. He didn't really know how old the other could be. The Exo has so much personality currently but within that memory he didn't. It felt as if he could be searching for an answer.

The 'wish I knew' hit Cloud hard and in a wave of rippling heat. Cloud places his hands on the table to keep himself steady. He needed to anchor himself before asking his own question. "When you come back again as a Guardian, do you not have your memories?"
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-15 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Cloud said his story was long and complicated. "You're within your mind space... it may even be our subconscious. It could only be a room." He's not sure about that one. If it was, he's experienced in it with being the one having help to search for himself. Not with trying to help someone else but it could be possible.

"If it could work to where you could search for your own memories, I would help you." He means that too. Cloud does wonder if it could work in that matter if Cayde truly wanted to search. The Lifestream helped Cloud since that's what he and Tifa had fallen into. The Planet here has life energy whose not to say it might not share similar characteristics. It's still not his area of expertise.

"Pistol or these other things?" He points towards the poker chips.
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-15 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Cloud doesn't press him on the subject any further. He gives him a long look where he doesn't seem to blink. It may come off as a stare of judgement. Maybe Cloud is silently judging Cayde.

What if something did happen like that? What would Cayde do? Cloud knows what he would do. If any part of his memories were to break or wrap again he would need help to remember who he is.

He almost seems to go for the pistol but he picks up the poker chips as if they were a piece of gil in between is thumb and index finger.
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-15 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't know what your true plan is with not saying anything about it. Cloud tilts his head as the scene plays on. Cayde knew how to make a heist happen even if things could get out of hand they would still pull it off. There's been plenty of plans that have failed on him during his own journey. Cloud places the poker chips back down on the table.

"I can see why people are not quick to want to trust you." His words might sting a bit because they will sound honest. Cloud looks over at Cayde but his gaze isn't hardened with that judgement but softer with a small smirk. "Plans could always get out of hand or change but you do need to trust people that are within the plans already."

He knows that sometimes people can't work with a sudden change when they already have an idea of a plan. "There might be a reason you don't want to complete something yet."
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-17 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Cloud listens to Cayde while nodding his head acting as if he might actually be agreeing with him. But he doesn't do that gesture when the Exo brings up nabbing the entire group instead of going after the one.

That was equally as dangerous and a lot risker. "If the group comes together they could overrun you or out play whatever hand you may have up your sleeve or coins that you may use against them."

This almost sounds as if it's coming from experience. It sounds as if it's any normal day for Cloud. "What risk are you taking by doing it and is it worth it? Is it worth losing everyone over it?"
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-17 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know my team. If you tried that with them they will do anything in their power to stop it from happening. Even if you went for one the entire team would come after you harder. But we've dealt with a team that could beat us by simply having resources." Cloud knew they always would. They always had secrets lurking in the darkness. From what Reeve told him there's another fight coming. But it's mostly done by Vincent.

He frowns at Cayde a little because he feels the same way.

"The Planet always needs saving. It's not always about the fighting." He ends up repeating something that Vincent told him. "It comes down to the people you want to protect. That you're fighting for them to be with them longer."

Cloud knows about not wanting to lose anyone and still ending up losing someone along the way. He's not the only one to feel something like that. He's realizing there's plenty people here that share the same feelings. "I'm used to things going badly regardless of your plans. You work through it."
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-20 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Cloud looks at Cayde considering that words he offered up to him. There's a bit to everything that the Exo says. He's not sure if everything he says is true and honest. He can tell but sometimes the machine parts are hard to read.

"Sometimes we didn't even have a plan." They would wing certain situations because it didn't matter what they would come across they would handle it as it got tossed their way. "We all have people we're fighting for."

He knows that he does and he goes to pick up the pistol this time.
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-21 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Cloud puts the pistol back down on the table while trying to figure out what played out. The thrall had been really creepy swarming in packs. Cayde seemed to constantly be in trouble and he smirks about that tiny fact.

"When are you never in trouble Cayde? You really need a bodyguard for your own safety." He's not even joking, he's being serious right now. Cloud looks at him with that serious stare of his because he means it. He's done it before and he did fulfill that role.

"What was that creature that you killed at the end? The one with the blades." He doesn't know anything about the enemies at all. "You can start with that one first and then fill me in on the others."
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-21 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Take it as always having a buddy to watch your back." Cloud keeps his eyes on Cayde not wanting to miss something. "Don't take offense. I was a bodyguard myself for someone who constantly found herself in trouble. Maybe you need the same thing." Idiot.

He listens to the tell of the Fallen and the Hive trying to picture how they look different from each other. Cloud would be able to tell the difference if he were to fight them. Cayde describe them exactly how they looked during the memory and that made it easier to keep them in his mind.

Cloud wondered how many times Cayde went up against threats. How many time had he died? How many times was he brought back? He could take so many risks without worrying too much. Cloud had to make sure he stayed alive and kept his friends protected along with the people he cared about. It was a lot to take on but he could do it. If he needed the help of his friends he would take it up in a heart beat.

"Are there any other threats that you go up against?"
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-21 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Cloud watches the Exo not continuing the subject any further. Did Cayde truthfully do things alone all the time? He had no room to judge, because Cayde would notice that Cloud was the same way. But he was going to at least try to help his friends or people that he may be building a friendship with that he would be there if they needed him.

There was a lot shared between them already but he wasn't going to keep pushing knowing people have their own limits. Cloud doesn't move from his spot right away but he does slowly walk after Cayde.

"What happened with that attack?" Cloud knew all about things attacking cities, attacking the planet, that was something he could manage doing. "It may not mean anything to me, Cayde, but I am interested in knowing." He frowns while reaching out to put a hand on one of Cayde's shoulders.

"If I upset you that wasn't my intention."
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[personal profile] backoff 2020-06-23 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
"You may need one here. Maybe not back in your own world. That's what friends are for." Cloud had been lost on that for a while and was slowly regaining that determination of life. He shakes his head a little while looking up at the Exo. "My friends and I do the same things are you do. Sometimes we do them separate or together or as a small team. A lot of the time it could be alone. I've done plenty of missions in that matter to keep everyone else safe."

Cloud walked up to join Cayde. He looks over to the Exo first curiously wondering if he'll continue the tale. The window had been something that drew him in earlier. Cloud turns his full attention on it, looking out of the window with Cayde.

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