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♤ Desperado

WHO: Cayde-6 and you mental intruders you. Guardian gear optional.
WHERE: ~~The Tower~~ In the mind of Cayde-6. Run.
WHAT: Exploring the Exo's memories and then some
WHEN: Through the Calibrations Event
WARNINGS: Nothing I can think of? Potential violence? That's an FPS for you

"It's funny, the things you find yourself missing."

The room is large and tall with its vaulted walls and the giant window that makes up an entire wall, overlooking the vast expanse of Earth's Last City. There are roughly two levels to the room, stairs immediately leading down to the central, sunken area, with no shortage of computer terminals and screens along either side. Smack in the center of the sunken area is a large table with a sizable map laid out towards the middle of it, among other things.

"Like that. I kind of miss that table."

The Exo steps down alongside of you and then past, holding a chicken in the crook of one arm, stroking her under the beak. And no, that's not your imagination- she really is wearing a tiny cloak and a paper horn reminiscent of her caretaker. He steps over to the table, shoving stacks of paperwork off the edge with relish that plainly says he's doing something he normally shouldn't, before he sets Colonel down to wander about as she pleases.

The other things on the table are as follows: a small scattering of playing cards, although all save an Ace of Spades and Queen of Hearts are flipped face-up. A glass of some glowing blue-green liquor sits atop a few sheets of paper, which upon closer inspection look to be the yellowed, torn pages from books, hints of handwriting in the blank spaces. A worn pistol sits there at the edge of the table, and stacked nearby, a few poker chips. On the floor, sitting unobtrusively by one of the table legs is a dusty, hand-stitched ball.

Draped over a chair by one of the side terminals is a banner in black, orange and white, the symbol of the Vanguard.

Cayde himself takes up a spot by the map, setting his hands on the table to lean over it as he nods thoughtfully to himself.

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Cloud straightens quickly looking at Cayde with surprise. He didn't really know how old the other could be. The Exo has so much personality currently but within that memory he didn't. It felt as if he could be searching for an answer.

The 'wish I knew' hit Cloud hard and in a wave of rippling heat. Cloud places his hands on the table to keep himself steady. He needed to anchor himself before asking his own question. "When you come back again as a Guardian, do you not have your memories?"

"It's complicated," Cayde says, glancing over his shoulder at Cloud. "Our memories already get thrown through a blender when we go from being humans to Exos. They don't encourage us to hold onto our pasts. Maybe it's easier to let go, but that didn't sit well with me."

He holds a hand out to his chicken again, giving her feathers a ruffle. "That's all before the Light gets introduced. Being brought back does a lot of weird things with whatever memories we Exos might have had. Don't remember a whole lot from before. It's all pieces, fragments that get reshuffled, and on occasion have other bits introduced between another death and being rezz'd."

He knows the junkies out there. The ones that look for death just so they can relive the snatches of memories that come up between a bullet and that resurge of Light.

Cloud said his story was long and complicated. "You're within your mind space... it may even be our subconscious. It could only be a room." He's not sure about that one. If it was, he's experienced in it with being the one having help to search for himself. Not with trying to help someone else but it could be possible.

"If it could work to where you could search for your own memories, I would help you." He means that too. Cloud does wonder if it could work in that matter if Cayde truly wanted to search. The Lifestream helped Cloud since that's what he and Tifa had fallen into. The Planet here has life energy whose not to say it might not share similar characteristics. It's still not his area of expertise.

"Pistol or these other things?" He points towards the poker chips.

"It's one of the places I remember the best. But you get stuck working in here for how long, 'course it'd be hard to forget, even when it doesn't exist anymore."

Cayde snorts at the suggestion, shaking his head. Would it work? He's not even sure how this whole thing works. They're dreams, right? But these have been different, and he's still uncertain about how he feels with it being so vividly linked to memories.

A part of him is also afraid. He knows he's lost something. How much more would it hurt to know exactly what?

As Cloud calls his attention to the other items on the table, the Exo looks over, a lopsided grin pulling at his metal jaw. He recognizes the shock pistol. The chips too.

"Either of 'em should be good," he says.

Cloud doesn't press him on the subject any further. He gives him a long look where he doesn't seem to blink. It may come off as a stare of judgement. Maybe Cloud is silently judging Cayde.

What if something did happen like that? What would Cayde do? Cloud knows what he would do. If any part of his memories were to break or wrap again he would need help to remember who he is.

He almost seems to go for the pistol but he picks up the poker chips as if they were a piece of gil in between is thumb and index finger.

What's a with the look? Cayde looks back at Cloud, slightly confused before he scowls a bit and falls back on what he does best under such circumstances. He's gotten reeeally good at ignoring looks of judgment.

It's not that he brushes off Cloud'd suggestion. It's a thought he tucks away, a card he keeps in case he might find opportunity to play it later.

As the other moves, he glances over again, unable to keep from grinning a little at the memory that takes shape.

The Spider's Palace on the Tangled Shore- where one will never find a more wretched hive of scum and villainy. At least in this neck of the galaxy, maybe.

He's accompanied by five others, and with himself makes his six. He likes the theme and is going to run with it all the way. Two humans, two Awoken, and his old Exo buddy he managed to pry away from his gunsmith stall at the Tower. They're a mixed bag of tricks, and Cayde's proud of himself for having pulled this together.

This plan is totally going to work.

They hit the gambling den, the place all decked out complete with the lavish drapery and pointless chandeliers. The typical look that tries to entice you to spend a little more, because in here, everyone's a king. And if you believe that and if you're lucky then you'll only leave with empty pockets.

It's not hard at all to spot their target: a Fallen who unlike most of her kind that tend to pop up planetside has favored a more natural look over the armored plating and mechanical limbs. Araskes, the Trickster.

"She's on a roll and feelin' frisky. Gotta get close, but palace rules say no fighting," Cayde says conversationally as he watches from another table, Banshee-44 beside him. The group's dispersed themselves around the room to draw less attention, but with the mix of people here, it's an easy thing to blend in. He plunks down a few chips, glancing at the other Exo. "Too bad we gotta pick a fight."

"I knew you were going to say that," Banshee replies, rifling through his hand of cards.

Chaos erupts almost instantly after a bottle goes flying and smashes cleanly against the side of Trickster's head. Next thing you know, you've got an angry Eliksni screaming over your shoulder. Banshee reacts about as typically as Cayde expects, calm, considerate even as Araskes crashes the game and chips fly everywhere.

"This was your plan?"

"Worked, didn't it?"

"Hrmm."

Insert barfight here. Okay, brawl. It gets way out of hand the way these things tend to, and the Six are all in. No weapons, just good ol' fisticuffs. Hawthorne and Jin and Nadiya, they all hold their own. P.V., well of course she can handle herself. Banshee may spend his days calibrating the same gun but he still proves he's good in a fight even without firearms.

And then the target makes a break for it, and Cayde makes his move. "Guh! Outta my way, lady!" he shouts as he slams bodily into her and tackles her to the ground. The look she shoots him alone makes it quite clear that if she weren't in such a hurry to make tracks she'd rip his face off. So of course he chats her up. It's part of the plan. This is all part of the plan. Mostly.

"I can tell by the smell of your voice yer not happy to see me."

She switches from Eliksni long enough to make threats. "Off me, Guardian! Before I tear the circuits from your chassis and use your metal skin for scrap."

"Fair enough," Cayde says, slipping a beacon into Araskes' satchel before shoving himself off of her and onto his feet. "The bouncers are gonna have both our asses if we don't play nice, anyway. So! No harm, no foul."

Petra Venj predictably appears at his side as the Trickster retreats. "You let her get away!" Yeah, she sounds upset.

"Did I?"

"She was our target!" She's why we're here! Why we-"

"Petra? I've got two words, and a lotta charm- Trust me."

He doesn't know what your true plan is with not saying anything about it. Cloud tilts his head as the scene plays on. Cayde knew how to make a heist happen even if things could get out of hand they would still pull it off. There's been plenty of plans that have failed on him during his own journey. Cloud places the poker chips back down on the table.

"I can see why people are not quick to want to trust you." His words might sting a bit because they will sound honest. Cloud looks over at Cayde but his gaze isn't hardened with that judgement but softer with a small smirk. "Plans could always get out of hand or change but you do need to trust people that are within the plans already."

He knows that sometimes people can't work with a sudden change when they already have an idea of a plan. "There might be a reason you don't want to complete something yet."

The Exo looks at Cloud in mock offense at those words, but his lopsided grin is quick to return, and really, he can't argue the point.

"That's a big part of the plan that people neglect," he nods. "You can do all the scheming you want, but if you don't know who you're getting involved with, that's just as many ways for good plans to go sideways."

He rests his hands on the table again, looking over at the poker chips, remembering the whole encounter. That's a fresh memory, not too long before he'd been brought out to Agra-Ten.

"We had more than one target, and they all run the same circle. I figured, well, why nab one when we can just swoop in and get the whole gang?"

Cloud listens to Cayde while nodding his head acting as if he might actually be agreeing with him. But he doesn't do that gesture when the Exo brings up nabbing the entire group instead of going after the one.

That was equally as dangerous and a lot risker. "If the group comes together they could overrun you or out play whatever hand you may have up your sleeve or coins that you may use against them."

This almost sounds as if it's coming from experience. It sounds as if it's any normal day for Cloud. "What risk are you taking by doing it and is it worth it? Is it worth losing everyone over it?"

"Circle back to exhibit A," Cayde replies. "Know who you run with, know what they can do. Know what you can do." He holds up a finger. "Also, be well aware that you're probably walking into a trap."

But there was a trap within the trap, so it had still been perfectly within his plans.

"The point is not to lose everyone- or anyone." He refuses to lose anyone. He wouldn't go all in if he didn't think they'd be able to succeed, and ultimately he went in first, because if there was any failing, it'd be on him, no one else.

"I know my team. If you tried that with them they will do anything in their power to stop it from happening. Even if you went for one the entire team would come after you harder. But we've dealt with a team that could beat us by simply having resources." Cloud knew they always would. They always had secrets lurking in the darkness. From what Reeve told him there's another fight coming. But it's mostly done by Vincent.

He frowns at Cayde a little because he feels the same way.

"The Planet always needs saving. It's not always about the fighting." He ends up repeating something that Vincent told him. "It comes down to the people you want to protect. That you're fighting for them to be with them longer."

Cloud knows about not wanting to lose anyone and still ending up losing someone along the way. He's not the only one to feel something like that. He's realizing there's plenty people here that share the same feelings. "I'm used to things going badly regardless of your plans. You work through it."

Resources were exactly how the Exo had spun that crazy gamble in their favor. After all, he had Petra and her Corsairs up his sleeve. The funny part was it relied on a certain amount of distrust as much as trust.

Cayde considers Cloud's words, nodding. It may not always be about fighting, but it's hard to avoid, and fighting usually comes with so many things attached to it.

"You can't plan too much, but you can never have too many back-up plans. You just need a lot of wiggle room.

"But you're right. The important thing is that you don't forget the reasons. Why you fight. Who you're protecting. Why you keep going."

Cloud looks at Cayde considering that words he offered up to him. There's a bit to everything that the Exo says. He's not sure if everything he says is true and honest. He can tell but sometimes the machine parts are hard to read.

"Sometimes we didn't even have a plan." They would wing certain situations because it didn't matter what they would come across they would handle it as it got tossed their way. "We all have people we're fighting for."

He knows that he does and he goes to pick up the pistol this time.

Oh, everything Cayde says is honest, because he believes it to be at the time. And while he may not indulge everything, the parts he does tend to have some truth. Now when the lines have blurred and exaggerations became truth and simple fact false, he has no idea.

"Having no plan is kind of a plan," he counters. Winging it? Definitely a plan. One of his favorites.

His eyes fix on the pistol, and he settles against the table again, folding his arms over his chest once more.

The Moon. At times, too quiet, an expanse of craggy surfaces where sometimes you couldn't tell a shadow for a chasm. And at other times...

There are unearthly screams and hisses, screeching that promises pain and death. And there's Cayde, running. For good reason too. Behind him swarm masses of Thrall, scrambling like misshapen, angry skeletons with teeth and claws, and between that flow, the stockier, more solid forms of Knights. And beyond them floated the Wizards, all raggedy robes and dark magic wisping around them.

Unfortunately there are Thrall just about everywhere he looks for an exit, so the Exo clears as much of a pathway as he can as he goes for higher ground. Diving for cover behind a crashed ship, he reloads his machine gun and pauses as he sees he's not alone.

At the other end of their makeshift cover, a Fallen Baron also fights for her life. She's armored, the colors that mark her an Exile clawed and faded from clashing with the Hive.

They're both aware of each other, Guardian and Fallen. But they've got enough problems at the moment than to try shooting at each other. Back they go, trying to thin out the Hive numbers. The Knights force Cayde away from the ship and up the range, and the Fallen follows, figuring it a better place than the Phaeton's shadow.

The numbers seem endless. The Wizards finally come within range and Cayde goes up onto the ruins of the old array behind him for a better shot. Below, he watches as the Fallen Baron takes down a Knight with both her blades, cheering as it falls. It's strange how circumstances work, when you can cheer for someone who'd normally be an enemy.

It's not long before the Exo is scrambling back down, ammo spent. The Baron doesn't look too good. Wisps of smoke-like ether drains from her as she turns her head towards him. She still clutches her broken blades in her hands, and he can't help but wonder how many human lives have ended on those very swords. Yet, she pulls a shock pistol from her bandolier then, tosses it between them. Cayde goes for it, and she tries to stab him. He breaks her arms and slices open her throat with his knife, but there's no surprise in those beady eyes. Maybe she wanted to make the decision easier for him. Maybe she just wanted to die.

There's no time to really think about it. Cayde picks up the pistol. More Thrall are incoming. But he's got a fresh gun, and not about to waste those shots as he rises and fires his way on out.

Cloud puts the pistol back down on the table while trying to figure out what played out. The thrall had been really creepy swarming in packs. Cayde seemed to constantly be in trouble and he smirks about that tiny fact.

"When are you never in trouble Cayde? You really need a bodyguard for your own safety." He's not even joking, he's being serious right now. Cloud looks at him with that serious stare of his because he means it. He's done it before and he did fulfill that role.

"What was that creature that you killed at the end? The one with the blades." He doesn't know anything about the enemies at all. "You can start with that one first and then fill me in on the others."

"Hey!" He almost sounds hurt at that. Almost. "I used to be a bodyguard. So I've seen my share of trouble." More than that, even. "I always get out of it." Usually. "That one was just a doozy. You never know what you'll find creepering on the Moon. Well okay, so the Hive ain't a big secret there..."

Cayde tosses his hands as he steps away from the table, if only to walk closer to where Cloud is so he can pick up the pistol, looking it over.

"Eliksni. The Fallen. You saw one in the other memory, the one I tackled? Most of them tend to wear armor like that Baron with the blades. They revere machinery, replace their own limbs with mechanical ones and all this weird stuff. The other Barons like Araskes? They're something else. Complete opposite of the usual Fallen, and they all don't play well together."

He spins the pistol around, back and forth the way he would a fancy quickdraw. "The skinny creepy ones? The Thrall. Think they're bad out on the surface, just imagine gettin' swarmed by 'em in dark tunnels. There's some that explode too, they do not play nice. Well, none of the Hive do. The big guys were Knights. The Thrall's main strength is in numbers and speed. Knights? They're tough. Takes some doin' to take one down. That's why that Fallen didn't get out of that fight unscathed. And the creepy background singers? Those were the Wizards."

"Take it as always having a buddy to watch your back." Cloud keeps his eyes on Cayde not wanting to miss something. "Don't take offense. I was a bodyguard myself for someone who constantly found herself in trouble. Maybe you need the same thing." Idiot.

He listens to the tell of the Fallen and the Hive trying to picture how they look different from each other. Cloud would be able to tell the difference if he were to fight them. Cayde describe them exactly how they looked during the memory and that made it easier to keep them in his mind.

Cloud wondered how many times Cayde went up against threats. How many time had he died? How many times was he brought back? He could take so many risks without worrying too much. Cloud had to make sure he stayed alive and kept his friends protected along with the people he cared about. It was a lot to take on but he could do it. If he needed the help of his friends he would take it up in a heart beat.

"Are there any other threats that you go up against?"

Cayde just gives a full-bodied sigh, the over-exaggerated kind that that starts at the shoulders and then practically leaves you a deflated balloon, although not for long. He sets the pistol back down, sauntering back along the space between the table and the consoles flanking the sunken floor area.

True, he used to do a lot of dumb things before he got saddled with the Vanguard gig. ...and true, he might still do some dumb things sneaking off from doing the Vanguard gig. But successes and adventures don't come without risks, and the life of a Guardian in general isn't labeled non-hazardous to one's health.

"The Vex and the Cabal are the other two groups. The Cabal are the ones that actually attacked our city. Big ol' space rhinos. ...which probably means nothing if you don't know what rhinos are." He waves a hand. "They're big. Bulky. Fully armored. The Vex, they're these roboty things, they vary from spindly Hobgoblins to these flying triangular things. At least they all hate each other's guts, but unfortunately they seem to all hate us even more."

Cloud watches the Exo not continuing the subject any further. Did Cayde truthfully do things alone all the time? He had no room to judge, because Cayde would notice that Cloud was the same way. But he was going to at least try to help his friends or people that he may be building a friendship with that he would be there if they needed him.

There was a lot shared between them already but he wasn't going to keep pushing knowing people have their own limits. Cloud doesn't move from his spot right away but he does slowly walk after Cayde.

"What happened with that attack?" Cloud knew all about things attacking cities, attacking the planet, that was something he could manage doing. "It may not mean anything to me, Cayde, but I am interested in knowing." He frowns while reaching out to put a hand on one of Cayde's shoulders.

"If I upset you that wasn't my intention."

The Exo glances over his shoulder at the hand that's been placed there, following it towards its owner to meet Cloud's gaze. He snorts lightly, his jaw quirking in that lopsided grin of his.

"Upset? Nah. Honestly, you're probably not wrong. But we don't have the luxury for bodyguards. We're meant to be the weapons. We go where other people can't. Sometimes we go in groups, but Hunters have always been the lone wolves of the lot. It's easier to scout, to sneak around in singles too."

He jerks his head towards the window, inviting Cloud to join him. "The attack wasn't pretty. Invasions never are. We lost a lot that day..." he says, and if the blond looks out the window, the edges begin to blur as the memory triggers with it.

"You may need one here. Maybe not back in your own world. That's what friends are for." Cloud had been lost on that for a while and was slowly regaining that determination of life. He shakes his head a little while looking up at the Exo. "My friends and I do the same things are you do. Sometimes we do them separate or together or as a small team. A lot of the time it could be alone. I've done plenty of missions in that matter to keep everyone else safe."

Cloud walked up to join Cayde. He looks over to the Exo first curiously wondering if he'll continue the tale. The window had been something that drew him in earlier. Cloud turns his full attention on it, looking out of the window with Cayde.

"...couldn't hurt to have a Fireteam on standby," Cayde muses, not that he hasn't idly been working out in his head here and there what people might best be classified if they were Guardians. He gives Cloud a brief grin, and for now it's as much of an acknowledgment of what the man says as anything else.

The skies beyond the window have gone darker, thick with storm clouds, an ominous setting. There are warships beyond them and fast approaching, only revealed by the flashes of lightning. An echoing, faraway shout for people to go to their battle stations, just as missiles are loosed and streak straight for the window, where the memory finally comes to focus.

"Everyone with me, NOW!"

His hands upraised, the blue-skinned Titan brings them down at either side of him as he creates a large spherical shield around himself and those who rush to his provided cover. The missiles are already tearing through, ripping apart structures, sending the unfortunate flying.

Cayde-6 boldly steps forth, calm and collected as he draws his gun despite the growing chaos. His entire body engulfs in golden flames, and he levels his fiery gun, taking careful aim as he squeezes off a few blazing shots to intercept the incoming missiles, not noticing his own peril. One of the support beams breaks off and falls towards him until the magenta-robed Warlock Vanguard has leaped over the rail to take hold of him. She teleports them to the safety of Zavala's shield.

"Hang on!" she shouts, and by then that's all anyone can do as the room rocks and shudders precariously under the repeated impact. Zavala continues to struggle as Ikora and Cayde pull in the other staff that manage to stagger their way to his shield.

And then all look up as fresh explosions bloom across the shield and what's left of the Tower. Evacuations are made, but as the Vanguards of the Last City, the three quickly make their way to repel the invaders. They come rocketing down like meteors, big armored brutes with heavy weaponry. Over the comms, he hears Zavala shouting pointless orders, hears Ikora's rage- the Speaker? It sounds like a dream, a nightmare, and the only thing he can focus on is firing.

Cayde runs through crumbling and burning structures, dispatching of those Cabal he can, seeking out a way to get to the main ship. After all, if you cut off the head, the rest will scatter. Unfortunately things get busy down below, and he soon has his hands fool just trying to clear out invaders as people flee for their lives.

His ammo's running short. It looks like the whole city's on fire, and it just seems like more and more Cabal appear for each one he shoots down. And then something happens, a feeling that leaves him stunned like he's just lost a part of himself, and Sundance only confirms what they both never thought possible as they look towards the Traveler.

Huge bands have been set around it like some sort of snare. It almost seems laughable. But there's nothing to laugh at. The Light has been cut off. He sees Guardians fall, and their Ghosts cannot bring them back. He sees the city burn around them. And yet he's not about to accept this fate. Things have just become ninety percent more complicated, but he still believes his original plan can succeed. It has to.

“You were invaded. Extremely badly.” Cloud looked upon the Traveler being caged in a matter that made him think of high made technology. What were those bands around it? His teeth gritted together as he saw what Cayde is witnessing in this memory. Guardians dying but not coming back up, their ghosts even laid dormant next to them. The entire memory of that moment of their lives had been terribly flipped. Cloud went silent as he pressed his lips together.

He looks back over at Cayde taking in his overall feelings on this. “What happened after that invasion?” Cloud had been curious about those two things. He couldn't help but want a bit more information to fill out what he had been seeing. The blond’s focus remained on Cayde since he was interested in his story.

“What did that machine around the giant ball really do? How did you take care of that?” These are follow up questions because Cloud wanted to be sure he had seen something right. It’s a lot to take in, the Cabal seemed to be an elite military waiting for the right moment to come in. The Vanguard did not seem prepared for that and were taken by surprise. The Guardians did their best fighting as they normally would without realizing the danger they ultimately faced. Another important follow up question.

“How did you feel after that?” He gives a small smile knowing it’s a lot of questions. But he would like most if not all answered.

A bark of a laugh escapes him. Perhaps Cloud hadn't meant to sound so blunt, and really, the matter was hardly funny, but the situation as described seems both adequate and ridiculous. "Oh yeah. That was extremely bad."

His optics remain towards the window, even as the memory that had drawn them in has faded out. "We fled. Escaped, retreated, got the hell out. Transports carried survivors. What Guardians were still standing had to abandon the city. The Vanguard split up too, maybe not on purpose, but we kinda lost track of things with all that going on. Zavala immediately tried getting Guardians to rally on Titan so they could plan how to take the city back. Ikora, she went to Io, seeking answers, as Warlocks do. We lost the city, the Speaker, and the Light all in one fell swoop. You stop too long, despair'll just swallow you up."

Arms folded across his chest, the Exo frowns as his gaze narrows, looking at the Traveler as though those bands still imprisoned it. "Somehow they formed some kind of barrier. It effectively severed us from the Light. We never thought something like that could ever be possible. The leader of the Red Legion wanted it for himself. He didn't understand how the Traveler worked. Not that we completely understood it either." He snorts. "We found a way around it. Or one of us did. One of our Guardians was able to find the Light again. Our ace in the hole. Really don't know how far we would've gotten if that hadn't happened. Hate that we had to rely a whole lot on one Guardian for all the dirty work but we all knew what was at stake if we failed."

That last question gets another laugh. "Pissed! Who wouldn't be? Someone comes in and blows up your home an' all your stuff, your favorite ramen shop..." He shakes his head. "Seeing it again like that is strange though. Letting it sink in. You know it was bad then, but you realize it could have been a whole lot worse if things hadn't played out like they did in the end."

Cloud said exactly what he wanted or needed to. He can be pretty blunt without meaning it. Words weren't always easy for him to speak about. He is appreciative of Cayde answering all of his questions. He listens intently while putting up a hand to cover his mouth in thought. Words didn't need to be spoken right away but he wanted to wait to say anything until the Exo had been finished. The emotions the other provided were warranted. Anyone should be pissed about their home being invaded but why didn't they stand together immediately after that?? Cloud moves his hand to the back of his neck rubbing it as he tilts his head to the side.

Hearing about the one Guardian that ended up being determined enough to help them come together makes him smile. A true hero among heroes who didn't seem to give up. There’s always that one friend who will keep going when everyone else may be lost. “One friend can be enough to stop something from happening. Coming together is the best option for anyone. You don't need to tell me about stopping. I know all about that too.” He wouldn't be stopping himself and keeping busy is helpful to him.

“As you should be, but you all came together to rebuild that shop later, right?” Cloud wondered about that. He looks back out towards the city. “You rebuild and continue on living.” It’s always hard for him to say his own true feelings but talking like this is easy. Bringing up his own emotions or feelings not so much. Cayde has gone through an actual war invasion. Cloud had his own nightmares to deal with. Death is always a constant fear and he could end up that way any time of the day. Not because of his own recklessness as some would think.

This isn't the time or place to bring that up. He takes a look around the room again. “I can see why you would want to leave from here to go out venturing.”

♤ Desperado

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