Altair Kallig (
kallig) wrote in
revivalproject2020-03-17 04:03 am
04 Network, Video;
[The video clicks on to a... Slightly older looking Altair, in clothes much finer than he wore before. He looks perhaps a bit more tired than ever, though not confused- so it's safe to assume he remembers his time on Agra 10.]
Back again, then. And... [He looks around, unfamiliar surroundings, but his memories are true- another trip off planet thanks to the Agrii then?] In the middle of some sort of event, it seems? A little hotter here than I would have preferred, but beggars can't be choosers.
[At least this time around, he'd been taken from a somewhat calmer situation. He'd been standing contemplating the Eternal Throne, and then he was here. He really can't complain. Given that he couldn't remember Agra 10 during his absence from it, he's sure the GEMINI Captains won't go rogue without him.] How long has it been since I was here?
It feels like forever, but...
[He's going to need to seek out some people regardless, he supposes.]
Back again, then. And... [He looks around, unfamiliar surroundings, but his memories are true- another trip off planet thanks to the Agrii then?] In the middle of some sort of event, it seems? A little hotter here than I would have preferred, but beggars can't be choosers.
[At least this time around, he'd been taken from a somewhat calmer situation. He'd been standing contemplating the Eternal Throne, and then he was here. He really can't complain. Given that he couldn't remember Agra 10 during his absence from it, he's sure the GEMINI Captains won't go rogue without him.] How long has it been since I was here?
It feels like forever, but...
[He's going to need to seek out some people regardless, he supposes.]

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[...] But I know I'm not Jedi material. I struggle with anger, for one.
Attachment, too. I might be a bit too into the idea of romantic love to be a good candidate for being a Jedi.
[Is he conveniently avoiding that question about the last time he acted purely in his own interest? Yes, yes he is.]
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[ No, he doesn't see how anger or attachments are that bad, really. ]
I am aware that in the end it is your decision and it may not be my place to judge. But I can't shake the feeling that I am looking at a mislabeled and misfiled case file.
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[Deflection with humor it is.]
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[ Jon isn't really one for humor, sorry. ]
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[He gets that he shouldn't be living his life according to the wishes of a man who's been dead for two-thousand years.
Still.] I may be a mislabeled and misfiled case file... But the Sith gave me my freedom. I might have had to fight for my right to live, but... I met many people in the Empire that I still wish to protect.
Even as the Emperor of another place. Even as merely an ally of the Sith Empire now.
I do wish for lasting peace, but... I love the people of the Empire, as any leader should feel about the ones they are sworn to protect and defend.
I could not betray them by siding with their enemy.
It may not be rational or logical. I may be just a touch insane. But to turn my back on the people who believe in me, that would be something I could not forgive myself for.
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Not today, though. He sets that notion aside as well and in the end, he simply nods. ]
I already said, it's not my place to judge. Neither your decision not whether or not you fit in or if your loyalty to the Sith proves my assumption right and actually leaving them would be the one selfish act to prove you do belong where you are.
[ Here, he sighs. Yes, it's complicated, isn't it? ]
I should have taken notes. But even if I had... I am not certain I could truly make sense of all of this anytime soon.
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[He offers a slight smile.] We won't make it through whatever is thrown our way without making friends, after all.
[They're all stronger, better off, together.]
Next time though, perhaps it's a conversation best had over a cup of tea. [Just a little bit more of that humor.]
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Which leaves him with three people. One doesn't trust him not to do something stupid. The next dragged him into the woods to execute him. But these days they can talk? And then there is Martin, tied up with the Lonely for whatever reasons. He still misses Martin and hopes he will be okay until Jon manages to get back.
But dwelling on all that now might only turn him even more grey than he already is. So he just sighs, sounding a little defeated. ]
Yes... Tea would be nice. I...
[ He will go and hunt some down later this day - And hopefully clear his head from the idea of actually going hunting. ]
Enjoy your time here, I guess? While it lasts...?
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[Once upon a time, the idea of friends was an entirely new thing to Altair. These days, he likes making as many friends as he can. He's not sure if that happened after he joined the Council, or if it's a development that happened after becoming Alliance Commander, the Emperor. Still, he doesn't mind.]
And I'll certainly try. I'm sure I'll feel better once I locate my boyfriend.
[...] And if I can find somewhere a bit cooler to rest for a bit.
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Good luck.
[ And at least for now, there is little more to be said, is there? Maybe they'll cross paths during their time here. Or maybe they talk again back on Agra 10.
But for now Jon ends the conversation - And considers to lie down for a while. ]