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This Is How We Get Along
WHO: Tommy Shepherd, Tony Stark, Billy Hargrove
WHERE: Tony's Workshop, Tommy's Room in Avengers HQ
WHAT: Trying to figure out a gift; emotional vulnerability
WHEN: Late September, Early October
WARNINGS: To Be Added in the Billy Hargrove Thread
I. What Do You Get For A Surfer Dude? | Closed to Tony
II. The Terror of Being Known | Closed to Billy Hargrove
WHERE: Tony's Workshop, Tommy's Room in Avengers HQ
WHAT: Trying to figure out a gift; emotional vulnerability
WHEN: Late September, Early October
WARNINGS: To Be Added in the Billy Hargrove Thread
I. What Do You Get For A Surfer Dude? | Closed to Tony
The thing about Tommy was that he was kind of shit about asking for help when he needed it for himself. Things that would benefit him, or make his life better, or help him deal with his shit. It wasn't something he did. Which always made him showing up to ask for it harder.
So yeah, his showing up (after a good bit of searching) at Tony's workshop door, knocking lightly as he did so, was odd. Him looking nervous was probably less so. He was, after all, trying to heal what he thought was some damage between them due to his own actions. But this wasn't about any of that. This was about asking for help. And fuck if he wasn't shit at that.
II. The Terror of Being Known | Closed to Billy Hargrove
Between them they have so many places to withdraw to. The shack on the beach, the apartment above the diner, the rooms taken up by Billy for his winter in the Civics Center. And here. The place Billy is getting to see for the first time while he comes help Tommy make the place more homey.
A room in the established Avengers HQ. A place shared with Steve Rogers and Janet Van Dyne and probably others. A place that was more plain than the efforts he had taken with the diner's space. Which was supposed to change today. That was absolutely the plan.
A plan that was being foiled by the frustrated noise as Tommy tried, once again, to get a table to sit level. He'd been trying to shim this thing for ten minutes now. Ten minutes for someone like Billy. A lot more than that for Tommy. It was a frustration so deep that he finally did something stupid. He kicked a leg of it in frustration. And with speed. Too much speed. The metal leg bent from the force, dumping the table and the box of tools and decorations that had been sitting on it to the floor.
Which in turn only amped Tommy's bad mood up further, leaving him fuming in particular down at a small, potted plant that clearly had a damaged pot now. Something that was going to take repotting.
"Fucking hell."
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Billy pulls back enough to look at Tommy. "Look at me, Tommy." Reaches up to rub his thumb against that cheek. "I told you, awhile back that Temba was supposed to be my miracle. It isn't. You are, okay? And if you think I'm leaving my miracle behind, you're crazy enough to give Harrington a run for his money."
He thinks for a moment. "Also, maybe the one parent of yours that wasn't shit is... what his name? Vizh?"
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Really, he could argue about being someone's miracle. Because his birth was fucking messed up and weird and some people could argue his existence would fall into that weird realm. Tommy wouldn't. Too used to magic. But damn, Billy's saying good things.
"Vizh. Vision. But not my Vision. Not the one back home. One from, I think, Soldier's universe. He... He wasn't my real parent, either one of my 'real' fathers."
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Billy doesn't get it but he does a little bit. Whatever, he's trying. Mental health isn't a thing yet in his era.
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"Experience, Billy. It's telling me what will happen. What always happens."
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because being seen, it's scary.
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"I'm a mess, Billy. I'm a mess. God, the number of nights I'm waking up lately with my bed shaking from my powers..."
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Stubborn little shit.
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"I..."
He shivers. No, not shivers. Shakes. He's trembling against Billy.
"I'm sorry."
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"Don’t be fucking sorry. You’re allowed to be upset. Here," and he pushes one of the shells he brought with him to Tommy’s hand. "Tell me about this."
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Though now there's a shell in his hands and he looks at Billy in confusion.
"It's a shell?"
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"Yeah? Describe it to me. Like I was blind."
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Like he doesn't get what the point of this is. But Billy is forgiving him for being a jerk and is asking, so he's going to listen.
"Um... It looks like one of those edible types of shell fish back home. Bivalves. Whatever. Scallions?"
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He leans against Tommy briefly and traces his fingers over those slimmer ones. "Eat a lot of scallops at home? Alfredo with pasta and scallops?"
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"Not often, the scallops. But it's still something I've tried a few times. In this soup thing. With lots of shellfish in it. Kate gave it to me sometimes. It's not super kosher though."
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The hand tracing over Tommy's gently covers it now. "Feel better? It's upsetting, but we can fix this. The table, the painting, it can be mended, babe." Billy's voice is very careful and soft, blue eyes looking over his partner's.
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"It's not that strict. The Kaplans are Reform. I just stick to it sometimes. And while I don't know about mermaids, Atlanteans are more creative than this."
He lets the guy keep touching his hand.
"I'm not sure. I'm... Fuck. Sometimes I just get so damn worked up in the fall. In the worst way."
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"Do you wanna try the decorate thing, or you wanna break from here? Maybe a tour of this place? So I know who we're gonna be bothering when you finally let me wrestle you in bed."
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Hates himself more. Still, he has to sigh.
"Rogers stays here. Surely you know him. And god, I don't need teased by Jan."
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"Yeah, I know him. Don’t know Jan though. Figured taking a break out of this room just for a walk would help." Siting here was fine. "If Jan teases you, I’ll beat her up."
He wouldn’t. It’s the thought that counts maybe.
"If you want, I’ll sleep over more in September. Be your guard dog against the nightmares."
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He doesn't want compared to Pym.
"Next year, yeah, I guess. You can stay more."
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His thumb rubs the back of Tommy’s hand. "I’m here babe. I know I can’t fix everything and I yell a lot, but I’m right here for you. Just like you’ve been for me since Calibrations."
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wrap this?
Yeah, sounds good to me <3