CT-26-1409 | "Echo" (
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[It starts with a short sigh and the shake of a head.]
We've just received the information and already...Like herding tookas...
[Despite the vocal filter, he sounds mildly annoyed as he tosses a stick aside. Ignore the small piles of rubble and rock with lines drawn around them in the background. That's not important right now. It's Bizness.]
Before anyone else does anything, I suggest we all take the precautions necessary like organizing other groups to see who wants to go an' who's staying in Temba.
Because having an actual plan in case of emergency is preferable.
We've just received the information and already...Like herding tookas...
[Despite the vocal filter, he sounds mildly annoyed as he tosses a stick aside. Ignore the small piles of rubble and rock with lines drawn around them in the background. That's not important right now. It's Bizness.]
Before anyone else does anything, I suggest we all take the precautions necessary like organizing other groups to see who wants to go an' who's staying in Temba.
Because having an actual plan in case of emergency is preferable.
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[she can't ignore it, not at all, and gives him a wink in response.]
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[He tries not to laugh, but it's hinted in the short sigh that follows.] Boring routine, really.
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...And maybe an open frequency's not the place to discuss this.
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I win.
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I didn't know it was a race.
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[she flips down to the ground and smiles at him, reaching up to pop off his helmet so she can see his eyes]
I win because I have you.
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Me? And how do I figure into all of this?
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How would you like to?
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There's a lot that comes up in the span of a few seconds - things he never had to think about before. Things he can't deny happening between them. Things he compartmentalized shortly after returning to the 'normal' he was still getting used to.]
...I'm not sure. [It's not an answer he's proud of, but it's a truth he's been sitting with. Finally meeting her eyes again, he tips his head toward the door, inviting her inside.] But I'd like to understand what's going on.
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I like you.
[no. that isn't nearly enough. she shakes her head a little, scowling at herself]
You understand so much. What it's like, being a copy of someone just like you, but still being so different from them. That you have to fight for things, not just because someone tells you to, but because they're important.
[Aeon turns her head to the side, resting her cheek on her arm in a self-soothing sort of maneuver]
And that there isn't a straight, thick line between what's right and what's wrong. Sometimes you have to do something wrong to make things right. ... I can always come and spend time with you. And we don't need to talk about what's going on to feel better about any of it. Because I get the feeling that you ... know. That you see a lot of things the way I do.
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Going through the motions of a practiced wind-down routine is what she sees unfold, his back facing her as he sets his helmet down on the side table.
'I like you'
He freezes midway through removing the outer chestplate with its blue hand print from his armor, almost dropping it when Aeon starts with those three words. Slowly, carefully, he sets it down over the winged pauldrons and the munitions pouch, resting his hands along the table's edge as she speaks, not saying anything until another long pause falls into place.]
...I suppose I do.
[Initially, he wasn't sure how he should respond to all of this. She's being honest, and he does understand what she means.
They've seen combat. They had their directives.
But here, in this place, they didn't have any of that to worry about.]
And...it is kind of nice. Not focusing on what we're used to doing.
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[she sighs, slowly, and doesn't like the strange pressure building in her chest. it's making her eyes sting, and she really doesn't want to cry in front of him. she doesn't cry in front of anyone. ever. it's a sign of weakness and vulnerability. Aeon breathes in, filling her lungs in an effort to try and keep the tears at bay.]
If I don't have a mission to focus on, all I can do is think about the past. And I'm not liking what I see. ... The only things I'm finding I really do like are ...
[her voice nearly breaks. there are other good moments, from her life before. she needs to start with those, to remember that not everything before now was an Aeon Flux she doesn't want to be.]
The moments when what I was doing really was for good, times no one innocent got caught in the crosshairs. The time I spent with my sister, Una. Moments when Trevor and I weren't fighting, just ... teasing each other. But more than any of that, lately, when I look back ... there's one night I keep coming back to. Something that makes me feel like I might actually know what I'm doing. A night I did what was right, instead of what I was being paid to do, and ... got more than I think I deserved.
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But his thoughts aren't important at the moment.
He doesn't turn right away, silently waiting as Aeon tries to keep it together. The near break of her voice forces him to look, his brow touched with concern. And he stays quiet for a little longer.
It's not an awkward silence - it's the kind he falls into when things get serious. And this deserves his attention.
When she speaks again, he pushes away from the table, walking over to where she perches. A boot hooks around the ottoman, pulling it up a bit so that he can sit down in front of her, one arm resting on his thigh, letting his gaze drop for a second before glancing up at her.]
...What happened?
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You know. You were there for the whole thing.
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And once he does, it hits him.]
[That night.
And a lengthy pause draws itself out.]
...Oh. [According to the way he briefly averts his gaze and the tinge of color darkening his cheeks, he hasn't forgotten.] I was, wasn't I?
thought this was a 2/2 when I saw it but there was only 1 in my inbox. SO CONFUSE.
I haven't felt like I connected with anyone like that, not here. Even Chairman Goodchild ... we had chemistry, we had something, but ... we were on opposite sides. One day I'd enjoy flirting with him, we'd toy with each other. The next day we were trying to kill each other, and meant it.
This is different. This is --
[Aeon halts]
-- you're -- a good person. Better than me.
Hahahah I got lazy and cheated the system XD
[Echo hears how difficult it is to open up about things of this nature, eyes slowly watching her face as he tries his best to understand the dynamic of her past relationship.
A confusing world with complicated rules of engagement, to be sure, but whose world -- whose galaxy -- isn't?
Upon being called a good person, his brow creases slightly, tone softening as he places a hand on her arm.]
Ever since we've all been brought here, things have been different. For every one of us. And it hasn't been easy trying to break away from what we've known -- from what I've known my entire life. And I may not know the reasons behind your actions, but I don't want to hear you putting yourself down like that.
If I'm considered a good person, I feel like you can be good too.
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You're not the only one who's said that.
[she looks back up at him, meets his eyes, and reaches up to rest her fingers on his cheek carefully, as though he might break if she touches him wrong]
But I only feel like this about you.
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[He trails off. He doesn't move when she touches him, skin warm, jaw setting because there's a lot to think about.
The emphasis on his part in all of this is new -- a feeling he's never dealt with before.]
Is it going to be a problem? Feeling this way?
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I've ... I'm not sure.
One of the previous versions of me, she ... she fell in love. When she really wasn't supposed to. It ruined our plan. It was the only time there've ever been two of me at once, and she had to die to fix her mistake. The look in her eyes ... I've seen it in the mirror.
[she looks up at Echo, biting her lower lip. he is, for certain, no Trevor Goodchild. a far, far better person, and someone who respects her a great deal more. the only games they play with each other are the kind where no one loses anything but time.]
I don't want it to be a problem. But I don't want to lose myself either...
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care to wrap it up? :)
Done and done :D