Jonathan 'Eyebags' Sims (
beholding_archivist) wrote in
revivalproject2020-11-12 07:57 pm
[ video ]
...aight.
[ The video comes to life with Jon giving the camera a weary look. Though aside from his usual appearance of disheveled restlessness, he actually looks... Healthy? Like he's been having a very good meal? None of that makes him look any less concerned, however. Or less stressed. He may have gone even more grey over his own birthday. ]
So- The storm is over. And... I can't help but notice we have lost- A few of us.
[ He presses his lips into a thin line for a moment before going on. ]
No actual victims to the crash or the storm, just... [ A small gesture with his hand. ] Vanished. Their names are no longer on the network.
[ He checked. He freaking went and picked up the Communication data point to check especially for certain people but he's not going to admit how much his hands have been shaking and how long it took him to pull himself back together after seeing those names still present.
Especially one name.
A deep breath. ]
Some of those that- Left. They had information on the Atroma. And I... I never got any of that on record. I believe it might do us well to get what information is still present recorded. I ask those of you who know anything about them to find me at the former library. Yes, former. I don't think it's quite accurate anymore to refer to it that way. It's just...
[ And he shakes his head, waving the matter off dismissively before muttering. ]
...hope everyone's alright.
[ A pause, and another deep breath and he turns the video off with a soft click. ]
[ PRIVATE to Tony ]
[ -but he's really just setting the feed to a locked frequency before losing his nerves on a public broadcast. ]
Talk to me, please. I couldn't find you in the storm, I-- I... I was worried... Still am. Please tell me you're okay!
[ The video comes to life with Jon giving the camera a weary look. Though aside from his usual appearance of disheveled restlessness, he actually looks... Healthy? Like he's been having a very good meal? None of that makes him look any less concerned, however. Or less stressed. He may have gone even more grey over his own birthday. ]
So- The storm is over. And... I can't help but notice we have lost- A few of us.
[ He presses his lips into a thin line for a moment before going on. ]
No actual victims to the crash or the storm, just... [ A small gesture with his hand. ] Vanished. Their names are no longer on the network.
[ He checked. He freaking went and picked up the Communication data point to check especially for certain people but he's not going to admit how much his hands have been shaking and how long it took him to pull himself back together after seeing those names still present.
Especially one name.
A deep breath. ]
Some of those that- Left. They had information on the Atroma. And I... I never got any of that on record. I believe it might do us well to get what information is still present recorded. I ask those of you who know anything about them to find me at the former library. Yes, former. I don't think it's quite accurate anymore to refer to it that way. It's just...
[ And he shakes his head, waving the matter off dismissively before muttering. ]
...hope everyone's alright.
[ A pause, and another deep breath and he turns the video off with a soft click. ]
[ PRIVATE to Tony ]
[ -but he's really just setting the feed to a locked frequency before losing his nerves on a public broadcast. ]
Talk to me, please. I couldn't find you in the storm, I-- I... I was worried... Still am. Please tell me you're okay!

[Audio]
[ Yes, the talking is nice. Something normal after weeks of being plagued by those horrors. ]
[Audio]
There's...some kind of station or something, right? Not sure how much of the tracks survived, but there must be some traces.
[Audio]
[ But now they were all crashed and need repairs. ]
[Audio]
...what would the point be....
[Not only the station, or the ships, not that he hasn't been trying to do something about the latter, but if the storm had anything to do with it, his and Tony's efforts were in vain. What could they possibly do then? He disliked this hopeless feeling, but it's reared its ugly head again all the easier because of the terrible reminders brought on by the storm.]
[Audio]
...I suppose I just need to know.
[ No, he has no better reason to offer, sorry. ]
[Audio]
[Audio]
...right. So.... You got any sight of the city yet...?
[Audio]
[He hasn't been trying, but there's nothing but trees around. Looking up at one of them, he takes in a deep breath before stepping closer to attempt a climb. Can't let Jon do all the work, hard as it is to feel motivated to do anything. ]
[Audio]
Do you want to talk about... What happened in the storm? What you saw...?
[ It's an offer. ]
[Audio]
...I saw my master. You remember him, right? ...from when we were in those tunnels, dreaming...
[He continues to climb.]
...his words weren't any kinder than the last time.
[Audio]
I remember, yes...
You're more worried about failing him than encountering those soldiers. The storm has used your dedication against you... I'm sorry that happened.
[Audio]
...I've...I've already failed him.
[He'd failed when his master had died in front of him, trying to save them both, and all the what-if's and could-have's continue to pop up in his head, how he could have done things differently if he'd been better.]
[Audio]
[ Yes, he's asking for clarification. ]
[Audio]
...I keep thinking...if only I'd done this or that, if only I didn't lose my lightsaber...
I could have helped more. I could have kept him from dying.
[Audio]
Instead, you survived. Do you consider that failing your master?
[Audio]
...I...no.
[He rests against the tree limb for a moment.]
But for the longest time, all I've been doing is hiding. I would still be hiding what I am if not...if not for a friend, sacrificing himself. I thought I'd finally be making myself useful. I was given a purpose, a mission. But...maybe I'm not the right person for it.
[Audio]
Sometimes the only choice we get is whether we want to do the right thing or-
[ He stops short there for a moment, leaving Cal with only the faint noises of rustling clothes. ]
I think I heard something.
[Audio]
Cal tenses as Jon breaks off, frowning a little. ]
What is it? Something close?
[He starts to make his way back down.]
[Audio]
I- I'm not sure, it's-- GOOD LOR-GAH!
[ There's a thud and Jon's voice is more distant all of the sudden. It's clear that he has dropped his phone. ]
Christ, what are- Leave me alone! Hey!
[Audio]
[Yeah, that's not alarming at all. Cal drops down the rest of the way and hits the ground running, BD-1 hunkering down at his back.]
[Audio]
Just- Leave me alone! I don't-! Cal!
[ Another swat and he catches sight of Cal, then tries to head that way only to have the weird cross between a cat and a moth swoop down on his head to perch there and turn its large eyes on the Padawan, wings fluttering in anticipation. ]
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...easy now...
[Whether that's to the Archivist or the beast is a toss up. Both, perhaps. When the creature turns its attention towards him, he brings up a hand, trying to show he means no harm. He doesn't necessarily sense any hostility from the thing, although he knows that can change at any time. BD-1 peers over his shoulder with a curious beep.]
It's okay... Why don't you come down from there?
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As for the animal, it's watching Cal for now, it's paws more or less kneading Jon's head while it perches indecisively as of what to do, but the irate wing-movements slow down and it seems to calm a little.
Until the small droids beep catches its attention and the moth-feline's ears perk up instantly along with its wings which are spread out entirely as if the creature is trying to look bigger while emitting a brief, low growl.
Jon can feel one set of claws digging into his scalp. ]
Cal, it's.... It's! I-It's- ow- ah, ouch- please- Please stop that!
[ Reaching up to try and make the creature leave his head only results in it batting its paws at his hand again, though. ]
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Down, BeeDee...
[The padawan lifts both his hands almost in apology as he feels his droid slink down behind him again.]
Shhh... It's okay. It's just BeeDee. Come on...
[He tries to maintain a calm air as he continues speaking softly.]
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Yet he manages some less freaked-out words for once. ]
It... It hardly weighs anything. C-Cal... What is that? It's been going for my glasses!
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