"Hey, I did change it. Worked real hard at it, too,” he says with the same laugh, almost sounding proud. But he does understand that’s not what Jon's really asking. It's just... not a question he can answer that easily. Sure, he knows there's some drawbacks to the way he's living, but it’s not like he can just turn in a resignation letter. Even if he could, it wouldn’t keep the cops and traitors off his back. And there’s no guarantee of safety in a straight life either. At least this is one he actually understands.

His expression doesn't soften as the thought lingers, but it shifts a little. Settles into something calmer and almost serious. Bluntly, he adds, "No point thinking about things that can't happen. You just gotta play the hand you got."