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Cal Kestis ([personal profile] out_of_order) wrote in [community profile] revivalproject2020-02-22 09:28 pm

A Path Forward (OPEN LOG)

WHO: Cal Kestis and you!
WHERE: Around Temba
WHAT: Exploring, reflection and maybe get to know who all else is around...ish
WHEN: Post-initial storm-event things and maybe into early next month
WARNINGS: None..? Will edit if needs be


It had been days, weeks, even, since he'd attempted to brave the storm. He wasn't sure if anyone else who'd gone out there had learned anything, but it was clear at the very least that it was completely different from anything he'd ever seen or experienced. Part of him still felt like he was recovering from it, but Cal was pretty sure that it probably just compiled with everything else he'd mentally pushed aside. Seeing familiar figures in the storm hadn't helped at all.

His connection to the Force had restored itself, much to his relief. He wasn't even sure what to make of that, save that the storm had something to do with it. That was also unsettling to think about, and it put the potential danger of these storms in a new light. If it could do something like that, what else could it do?

There were too many questions and little enough answers. With the need to keep busy somehow, Cal and BD-1 wandered the ruined city, building off what had been supplied as a map, trying to make sense of whatever the Agrii had tried to clarify for them. One might come across them poking around some place or another. The best way to find out what was what was to have a look for themselves, after all. Or they might be around the greenhouse, trying to get a better understanding of how agriculture works. It was a definite step up from gathering interesting seeds for Greez's terrarium.

Perhaps it would be considered unheard of for a Jedi to seek out a Sith lord, but Altair had been reasonable, and Cal felt he had to talk to someone about what had happened in the midst of the storm. Granted it took some finding, but eventually he and BD-1 would make their way to the hospital as well.

kallig: (Snarky smile)

[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-23 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
The hospital was still a good ways off from being fully functional- but during the storm, Altair had worked hard on getting the most important areas of the place to where they could be used. He'd set himself up in an office when he wasn't working, something like his home during his downtime. He had food, drink, a cot where he slept.

His notebook, his very few art supplies, and a comfortable chair salvaged from somewhere.

It was where he could be found when Cal came looking, working on an embroidery. Probably a strange hobby to see a Sith working on, but that was the least of Altair's concerns. He'd sensed the Jedi's approach, but only lifted his head when he entered the room, offering a smile. His veil laid on the desk, as he was slowly getting himself used to not wearing it as often.

"Cal," He greeted, as RE-1 too ran to greet the Jedi and his droid companion, "You're uninjured I assume? Or do I need to hurry and play at being a healer?"
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-23 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Glad to hear that you're not physically injured, at least. Though you look as though the world has come to rest on your shoulders. More than you already did."

He looked tired. Altair imagined it was a look shared by all who'd gone into the storm. Hell, he was sure he looked tired too, even if things had been calmer here than in the center of it all. No injuries to tend to, and few duties. Still, he'd barely slept.

And eaten even less.

Always ready for a crisis, never considering that by neglecting himself he put himself at risk, too. Still, it was no tiredness he wasn't used to.

He gave a soft hum then, at the news he brought, "Somehow I didn't need the Force to help me foresee that outcome."

He gestured for the padawan to sit, as he put his embroidery aside, "And somehow I don't think that's all you came here to talk about. There are a few exceptions, but Jedi don't normally come to Sith Lords for a casual chat."
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-23 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
"You look like a gundark has used your head as a drum, friend."

It was delivered in a soft tone, despite his words. He'd seen that sort of tiredness before in many people. And he'd likely looked the same at various times throughout his life. Of course, whether to seize the chance at some rest or push through it to burn the candle at both ends, was still something that Cal had to decide for himself.

He gave a hum at the padawan's words, "I wished so too, despite knowing better. Sadly, easy fixes are for reckless Sith Lords like yours truly, not for fixing an entire world."

He didn't comment on how it was unusual for a Jedi to want an easy fix for this type of issue. He had somewhat more tact than that.

Getting up from his chair, he went to fetch some water and food, coming over to the Jedi with it, "You need this more than I do, I think. Eat, drink. Regain some of your energy."

His question did send a chill up his spine- and he didn't think he had to mention it for Cal to know it had been there, "I don't know. I've been forcibly cut off from the Force only once before. It's a hollow, sinking, lonely feeling... Like seeing all the stars in the sky blink out, and you're not sure if it's you or the world that's wrong."

That was how it had felt for him, anyway.

"Guess I know why you look like someone's died."
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-23 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
"You'll be safe to rest here, should you need it once you've said what you need to say."

However much he could believe that, given that Altair was Sith. They should have made natural enemies, but here they were, tentative allies instead. Altair was more than okay with that- having had more than his share of fighting before arriving, and no longer wishing to sense any death for fear of his mind shattering entirely.

He moved back to his chair to sit, breathing in, holding the breath for a few seconds, then breathing out as he considered what Cal was saying.

"I'm quite used to bad storms- the capital of my Empire is on a planet with constant lightning and rain. But what you're describing sounds much worse. It was bad here too, but... Nothing like what you experienced. And without the Force..."

It sounded awful. And dangerous.

"We had ghostly visitors here too. None that were familiar to me. But I have also felt the presence of ghosts before and these were... Different. Unresponsive, perhaps?"

It was a conundrum to be sure.

He did note the other man's reluctance, and sat a bit more upright in his chair, "You know you don't have to discuss this right now if you don't feel like you can. If you'd prefer, you can meditate and try to find your center a little. Or you could write it down, if that's easier than talking."

He paused. That icy, sinking, sick feeling from the first time they'd met was back and it was worse. It took him a moment to reign it back in.

"Force knows I have things I wouldn't be able to say to just anyone."
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-23 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Agrii. Some species I couldn't recognize. It was... Strange, to say the least."

Altair was normally good with ghosts. After all, much of his time as Sith had been spent chasing them around the galaxy and binding them to him to draw on their power. It hadn't necessarily worked out well for him at first, but he felt like he knew more about ghosts than your average Sith or Jedi. Enough to know how they felt.

Enough to know that ghosts should be drawn to him.

Of course, something had felt wrong with his own connection to the Force ever since arriving here. At first he'd thought it was something about Agra 10 in general. Lately he'd started to suspect it was his own fault. Not something he wanted to bring up, at any rate.

"Maybe I'm just too used to angry Sith spirits. Maybe I won't quite recognize a ghost unless I get choked or tossed about at least once or twice."

That was a joke.
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Who knows. I don't know if I want to find out- I feel no obligation to help the Agrii or whoever else lived with them on this planet, if I am to be honest. Perhaps I would another time. Not now, though."

He shook his head. He knew his own Empire had to be in chaos at home, and he was here. He'd made friends here. Even fallen for someone. But the fact that his people needed him never left his mind either. What kind of leader was he, if he couldn't help those who suffered at home. If he couldn't mourn the Empire's dead and ensure that a tragedy like Ziost never happened again. If he couldn't stop the Emperor from hurting another soul.

Altair was far from a typical Sith. Most of the Empire still worshiped the Emperor, despite the fact that he'd been absent, and probably despite the fact that he'd destroyed an entire Imperial planet. Altair didn't. He mourned the people he hadn't been able to save, felt their terror whenever he laid down to sleep and he couldn't begin to count the amount of times he'd woken up screaming.

He shouldn't feel it, a Sith should be unaffected by it. But he did.

And he was angry, more than anything else. And he liked the fact that he could express his anger. At least at home, he could. Here though? He'd been without an overarching purpose for a while.

After all, acting out his rage would merely turn everyone else against him, and he'd always been the fearful type more than the angry one.

"I supposedly have a special draw among ghosts- something my ancestor told me, once. Not here though. Not with these ghosts."
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
"True. I don't want anyone who've been taken from their homes to get hurt or killed."

His friends, especially. Hux and Eli in particular. Sith were nothing if not stubborn, and Altair was probably the most stubborn of all. He'd sooner die himself than fail to protect someone he loved. Of course, he felt like a failure already- having lost Krista. Whether she had been sent home, whether she was in trouble.

He didn't know.

He said nothing about it, however. He missed her and he worried for her and everyone else who'd gone, but he wouldn't place that burden on Cal.

"A rare power among Sith, I think. Perhaps among Jedi, too- how would I know, after all. My ancestor told me that ghosts can sense me from far away, and that I rouse strong emotions in them. A source of great power, that has been the downfall of many."

Of course, maybe these ghosts were different. Or maybe something was different about him.
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Can't say I'm entirely too surprised. Perhaps it is an ability unique to Sith, or unique to only a few bloodlines. Or perhaps the ability faded away over the thousands of years between us. It's difficult to know, given that I'm only intimately familiar with my own time."

He was curious about what came after of course. Knew a little, what had been told to him by the people from those thousands of years later, after the fall of the Empire he knew, after the rise of something that seemed worse.

"There are things about the Force that even Jedi or Sith cannot understand. We could spend a thousand years and then a thousand more, trying to unravel its mysteries, and we would still come up short."

Altair spent his time at home digging for the secrets of the Sith, his was the Sphere of Ancient Knowledge. And even he couldn't claim to know everything, much as he loved following mysteries to their end.
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Technically speaking, Jedi shouldn't be."

There was a slightly sarcastic tone to his voice, not mocking, more amused. After all, all the Jedi he'd ever met, or at least most of them, wanted him and his fellows dead and his Empire burned to the ground, their secrets and knowledge wiped off the face of the galaxy.

Altair did not like Jedi generally. But some were alright. Of course, he felt much the same about his fellow Sith, hating those who didn't realize or wouldn't accept that they needed change. Malgus had once had a good idea, though he wanted unity through warfare, not peace- and that Altair could not allow, even if Malgus hadn't been anti-alien.

"Am I sounding like a Jedi then? Maybe I should start talking about murder and mayhem instead to affirm that I am Sith."

More amusement, a little bit of teasing. He couldn't help it.
kallig: (Arms crossed)

[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
"You shouldn't be an expert in the ways of the Sith... But I am glad that you're able to set the fact that we should be natural enemies aside. If only all Sith and all Jedi in my time could put aside their differences and choose peace and prosperity over warmongering and one side trying to eradicate the other. Imagine all we could have gotten done."

Altair enjoyed being Sith. He enjoyed the freedom, the knowledge, and the power. But power alone was not capable of corrupting him and he had his own way of seeing the world and a path forward for the Sith and the Sith Empire. One of sanity and rationality, rather than flying off the handle at the slightest offense.

He wanted to use his power to ensure his people's prosperity, not to torch the world behind him as he went. It was what was typical of his Order, but had the Force wanted a typical Sith, perhaps the Force should have made sure he was born human or pureblood instead.

"And that is a similarity, yes. Our goals may be different, but the Force is a constant- for Jedi, for Sith, and those who aren't either. It does flow through all living things, after all. It's natural that we want to know more."

He paused then, thought, before speaking; "Though should any other Sith from my time show, I suggest being cautious. I might have chosen reason, but most Sith are not so... Balanced."

Most of them were scum. But of course he didn't say that.
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
"I've done more than my share of fighting Jedi... But that doesn't mean I prefer it. When I was a child, I often wished that the Jedi could take me in. It seemed... Better. But the Sith ended up being the ones pulling me out of the slave pens and shipping me off to the Sith Academy instead."

He shook his head. It had been a long time since he was a child. His dreams had changed over the years as well- Jedi, shop owner, artist, starting his own family. Eventually Sith had come to feel right. He enjoyed the freedom that came with getting to choose his own path.

"And I agree- our focus should be unity. Working together not so much for the Agrii's sake, but at least for each other's sake. Fighting each other would be quite the waste of time. Like you said though, not everyone seems to have an actual brain."

It was said in the most deadpan way- he'd seen that network address as well and was extremely annoyed by it.

"You are most welcome. With any luck though, no more Sith will arrive. Much as I miss some of the people from home."

Darth Marr, at least. Vowrawn would be fun to have around. He missed his murderous apprentice, too, despite their personalities differing extremely.

Still, he wouldn't want to pull anyone else away from the fires at home that needed to be put out.
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[personal profile] kallig 2020-02-24 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
He sensed the dip and thought about asking- before deciding against it.

Had it been something Cal was willing to talk about, ask for advice about, he would have. Opening up was difficult- after all, Altair was not at all interested in speaking about what had happened to him before his arrival, the source of the occasional dip into a terror deep enough to drown in. Not with anyone besides the one person who already knew.

"No. Definitely not. We don't need to be here and we shouldn't be- not in the way we are. But we can only get through this by relying on each other."

Much as he hated the thought of relying on those he still considered strangers. He'd made friends, but. He couldn't only rely on them- though he welcomed them relying on him as heavily as they wanted. After all, the distraction was welcome.

"A fine idea. Should you need me, you know how to get a hold of me. If I'm not here, you could always send me a message, as well."

Or reach out with the Force to locate him. There was that, too.
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-02-26 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Wanda doesn't recognize him, but that's not terribly surprising. She must have missed some of the new arrivals - it's been hard to drag herself out of bed after they returned from the storm. She can't help but feel like she failed and her anger and sadness have nowhere to go. But today is a day she can stand to be in the greenhouse without the memories causing her too much pain.

Which is why she's here to find Cal investigating one of the soap plants. "That one isn't for eating," she says in an accent that shares a remarkable similarity to a certain Nightsister. "Not unless you like eating soap."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-02-27 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm Wanda. I didn't take the Agriculture point either but I have been here long enough to know some things." She shrugs. "Mostly I let Tommy and Sansa tell me what needs attention most. This is so much more than I've cared for before."

And to think she'd once thought their garden on Naviadna was bordering on extravagent. There's literal floors of plants here, far more than anyone without the assistance of the data points (or some kind of augmented brain) could keep track of.

"Were you looking for something to eat? There are plants much tastier than that."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-03-03 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"It doesn't hurt, but it does feel...strange. It is not something I would want to do again if I could avoid it." She'd put it off for a while herself, not exactly eager to be altered in that way again. She's been poked and prodded, literally and figuratively, enough to last a lifetime, thank you very much.

"Tommy found some of the...most interesting plants here." She grins. "Like the blue bananas."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-03-09 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"I haven't seen anything strange in anyone's mind, even before I touched the Communications point." She shrugs. "We don't have very many good choices. The data points help us understand this world and its technology so we can survive, but...we don't know if we will regret it later."

She tilts her head to the side to motion for him to follow and starts walking towards the cyanana trees. "You don't have to take one if you don't want to. Some of the skills can be taught the normal way."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-03-10 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"I have...powers." Wanda summons a small wisp of scarlet energy. "I can see into minds if I want to. My husband took the Agriculture point soon after we were brought here. If something had changed in him, I should have seen it."

She dismisses that small display of power. "Usually when the Agrii want something from us, they just move us as they like. They locked us on our ships for weeks once."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-03-18 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Wanda just shakes her head. "They will explain it afterwards but they do what they like with us. Just like they didn't ask for our help before bringing us here. They act like they don't understand us but...I am not sure." She's been used and manipulated too many times to just believe people who have already shown questionable moral judgment. Kidnapping is kidnapping, regardless of language barrier.

And before he can ask the obvious question: "We haven't seen one in person, just once over the communicators. Wherever they are, they are not close enough to read."
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[personal profile] seeingscarlet 2020-03-25 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Wanda shrugs and makes a face. "People like this never do."

She's not bitter in the slightest; whatever gave you that idea?

She leads him to a strange, tropical-looking tree that is growing plenty of bright blue bananas. She gestures sharply and a cloud of scarlet power pulls one down to float in front of Cal. "It is...tart, but good." Kind of like a mix between a lime and a pickle.