Radley (
crystalmaster) wrote in
revivalproject2023-02-10 10:13 pm
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Ghosts of the Past
WHO: Radley and anyone in his location
WHERE: Hotel
WHAT: Ghostly visit
WHEN: During the Storm
WARNINGS: CW: Mentions of torture and death by electrocution, suicidal thoughts
Radley was angry, frustrated, and worried about the sudden storm. At least he had supplies, so he wasn't so worried about himself, but he was definitely concerned for those who might not be in such a good situation. He was also really worried about Eddie, not sure if anyone was even at the hospital with him. He tried to get over there, but failed before the storm hit. Unable to leave, he went around checking on those who were in the building with him and was trying to adapt to dealing with the problem (hoping it wouldn't last long), when a sudden additional chill permeated the air. This one went right to his soul. He froze, turning to look to the source. As a ghostly vision began to take shape, all color drained from his face.
"Kalin?!"
The man who appeared was younger than Radley, but his golden eyes were emotionless and dead. Long, pale blue hair framed his face and fell around his shoulders and down his back, a sharp contrast to his dark coat. A jagged yellow mark went all the way down the right side of his face. He stood, just staring through Radley for an agonizingly long moment before raising a hand and pointing at him with a steady finger.
"You failed."
Radley went colder than even before. "Kalin, what ... why are you acting like this?! What happened to you?! Are you dead?!"
He did seem to remember hearing about apparitions that appeared during storms. Was this real? Was it just someone taking on Kalin's appearance? How would it know about Radley's past and what haunted him so?
Kalin ignored him and kept talking. "You failed the town. You failed everyone who cared about you. You couldn't protect them. Instead you were dragged to Malcolm's mine and tortured to death with an overloaded shock collar, just another victim of his cruelty! You gave up on life and let yourself die!"
Radley was shaking, but finally he found his voice. "What about you?!" he spat. "You gave up on life long before that! You wanted to go to the mine! You wanted to suffer and die! I wanted to live! I wanted to save everyone ... and I couldn't...."
"You weren't good enough. Everyone left you. Everything was taken from you. And you lost all hope, all desire to go on. And I ... I couldn't care less."
The phantom rippled and faded into the mist.
Radley sank to his knees, still shaking. He was angry, he was hurt, he was crushed to pieces. Kalin or whoever had laid bare everything still torturing Radley in his mind and in his heart, right down to his anguish that Kalin didn't care, or didn't seem to. They hadn't spoken since Radley's revival. He didn't know why Kalin had always treated him so poorly. He only knew how it had felt to him. Every time he had tried to reach out, he had been kicked away like an unwanted animal. As if that hadn't been bad enough, Kalin and his friend Yusei had abandoned Radley to the torture in the mine, where he had suffered and died. Now the scab had been ripped open anew and all of the pain he had been trying to push back and hide was coming out again. He sobbed bitterly, unaware that others had witnessed the spectacle and were probably still here now.
WHERE: Hotel
WHAT: Ghostly visit
WHEN: During the Storm
WARNINGS: CW: Mentions of torture and death by electrocution, suicidal thoughts
Radley was angry, frustrated, and worried about the sudden storm. At least he had supplies, so he wasn't so worried about himself, but he was definitely concerned for those who might not be in such a good situation. He was also really worried about Eddie, not sure if anyone was even at the hospital with him. He tried to get over there, but failed before the storm hit. Unable to leave, he went around checking on those who were in the building with him and was trying to adapt to dealing with the problem (hoping it wouldn't last long), when a sudden additional chill permeated the air. This one went right to his soul. He froze, turning to look to the source. As a ghostly vision began to take shape, all color drained from his face.
"Kalin?!"
The man who appeared was younger than Radley, but his golden eyes were emotionless and dead. Long, pale blue hair framed his face and fell around his shoulders and down his back, a sharp contrast to his dark coat. A jagged yellow mark went all the way down the right side of his face. He stood, just staring through Radley for an agonizingly long moment before raising a hand and pointing at him with a steady finger.
"You failed."
Radley went colder than even before. "Kalin, what ... why are you acting like this?! What happened to you?! Are you dead?!"
He did seem to remember hearing about apparitions that appeared during storms. Was this real? Was it just someone taking on Kalin's appearance? How would it know about Radley's past and what haunted him so?
Kalin ignored him and kept talking. "You failed the town. You failed everyone who cared about you. You couldn't protect them. Instead you were dragged to Malcolm's mine and tortured to death with an overloaded shock collar, just another victim of his cruelty! You gave up on life and let yourself die!"
Radley was shaking, but finally he found his voice. "What about you?!" he spat. "You gave up on life long before that! You wanted to go to the mine! You wanted to suffer and die! I wanted to live! I wanted to save everyone ... and I couldn't...."
"You weren't good enough. Everyone left you. Everything was taken from you. And you lost all hope, all desire to go on. And I ... I couldn't care less."
The phantom rippled and faded into the mist.
Radley sank to his knees, still shaking. He was angry, he was hurt, he was crushed to pieces. Kalin or whoever had laid bare everything still torturing Radley in his mind and in his heart, right down to his anguish that Kalin didn't care, or didn't seem to. They hadn't spoken since Radley's revival. He didn't know why Kalin had always treated him so poorly. He only knew how it had felt to him. Every time he had tried to reach out, he had been kicked away like an unwanted animal. As if that hadn't been bad enough, Kalin and his friend Yusei had abandoned Radley to the torture in the mine, where he had suffered and died. Now the scab had been ripped open anew and all of the pain he had been trying to push back and hide was coming out again. He sobbed bitterly, unaware that others had witnessed the spectacle and were probably still here now.

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"Pika, Pika." Pikachu nods in agreement.
"Well, at least I have my buddy with me." He glances at Pikachu with a smile and Pikachu rubs up against Ash's cheek, letting out a happy 'Chaa' noise.
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He smiles wistfully. "Coming in with a friend sounds amazing."
((OOC: Radley usually recognizes Pokemon, but I don't know if you'd want to do that here? He could be familiar with the games, but not the anime so it wouldn't be fourth-walling so much, lol.))
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"So, how long have you been here, Radley?" Ashy asks.
(( OOC: recognizing Ash is fine, just don't mention it's from a tv show. Though he might be uncomfortable being recognized at first. But having someone other than Pikachu well aware of just how reckless he can be might be good. ))
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"Several months now," Radley sighs. "Things were peaceful for a while and then weird things started happening."
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"Man, then I really picked a time to drop in." Ash rubbed the back of his head, hoping that this didn't have anything to do with this arrival. That can't be though, there's nothing suggest that. Probably.
"Pika..." Pikachu looks out at the window.
"It's okay Pikachu, 'long as we're inside the blizzard can't get us!" Ash says confidently.
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Radley smiles a bit wistfully again, this time at the kid's optimism. It would be nice, to have that.... He used to, but it seems like it's been so long since he really believed in it....
"So, are you guys hungry?"
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"Uh.. yeah, guess so." He admits, one hand going to his growling stomach.
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Radley was relieved he prepared for crises by having some supplies on hand.
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"Pi-ka..." Pikachu agrees. Ash is well aware no one can go anywhere during the storm so that's going to make getting food exceptionally difficult. Maybe once the storm stops he'll try to venture out into the snow replace whatever he and Pikachu eat. It'd be the least they could do.
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He heads towards his room, trying not to think about that.
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Ash makes sure that Pikachu is secured on his shoulder and follows after Radley in the direction of the other's room.
"So, how long do you think the storm will last for anyway?" He chanced asking.
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He frowns as he ponders this. "I'm not sure. The last one lasted several days, but it wasn't a snowstorm."
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"PI-KA!?"
Ash stops in his tracks as the word 'days' registers. He's never been one for staying still and the idea he might be in here for days was not his favorite thing. Sure, there have been times when he stayed in a certain location for a few extra days but there was always something to do that kept him and his Pokémon busy.
"Surely the blizzard won't last that long." Ash says hopefully as he starts to move again.
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"Let's hope not," he says.
He reaches his room and pushes the door open. "Here we go."
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He shakes off his disappointment once they reach the door, offering a smile once again. "Thanks again, Radley. You're really helping us out."
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"Pika!" Pikachu agrees.
"Wonder if there's anyway to get Pokémon food. Pikachu can eat berries and pretty much any human food but there are other nutrients an electric type needs."
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At the mention of electric type, his already light skin goes even paler. "Electric type? What does that mean?" He tries to keep his hands steady and not show any further alarm. The memories of the torture are stronger in his mind after Kalin's visit.
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"Piiika pika." Pikachu squirmed in protest at how tight he was being held. Ash relinquishes the hold just a little.
"But something about the storm is messing with his electricity-not even a spark." Something Ash is far more worried about than he'll let on. If he stays calm then Pikachu will, too. Probably.
"Pikaaa." Pikachu says sadly.
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Hearing that there isn't currently a danger of possibly being shocked makes him start to relax again. He smiles kindly, knowing Ash must be concerned about his animal friend for something usual about him to suddenly not be there. "Oh.... Well, I think that's normal for these storms. I've been told that humans with powers don't have them during the storms, but it all comes back fine when it's over. It's probably the same for Pikachu."
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"I'll just have to keep an eye on him."
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He wonders if it could be put towards charging the fridge rather than sending it into the air.
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"Pi-ka." Pikachu nodded, glancing at the window.
"As long as he doesn't get a fever though, I think he'll be fine." Is Ash trying to convince himself or state a fact? It's really hard to tell. He moves to card his hands through the yellow creatures fur who responds with a happy 'chaaa'.
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He presents them with the food. "Here you go!"
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"This looks great! Thanks!" He says happily, setting some down for Pikachu to munch on. The Lightening mouse lets out a happy noise before digging in. Once Pikachu is eating, Ash is able to dig in too.
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