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Lauri-Ell ([personal profile] kree_soldieress) wrote in [community profile] revivalproject2022-05-09 12:38 am

[Open] Calibrating To Earth Life

WHO: Lauri-Ell, Open
WHERE: Calibrations Room
WHAT: Calibrations Room
WHEN: Calibrations
WARNINGS: CW: Grief about a mother Lauri never knew

Calibrations Waiting Room

Here


Calibrations

The space is clearly an apartment of some sort. Comfortable and comfortably appointed. Some of the walls are bare bricks, or plastered walls painted in a similar color. One portion is clearly set up as a living room, with a green love seat oriented toward a flat screen television, and with a coffee table. On that table was a pile of pizza boxes, cans of sosa, bags of chips, and a remote control. It's perfectly set up for some television binging. Wonder what's on the tube.

Lauri-Ell herself is stretched out on one side of this loveseat, slouching and with one leg draped over the arm of the loveseat, an orange tabby cat sitting in her lap and purring as she pets it. Her attention is fully on the screen, as if she expects something of it, but she hasn't reached to turn it on.

Nearby is a bookshelf, atop which are two framed pictures. One displays a blonde woman who looks a bit like Lauri-Ell, smiling radiantly in the arms of a black man. Next to that is a photo of a younger version of the same blond woman, held in the arms of an older woman. There again is the familial resemblance, and there is more to Lauri-Ell and the older woman than there is to the blonde girl, especially since Lauri-Ell clearly has the woman's hair.

The room transitions into a kitchenette with only a bit of wall to mime at separation. There's no door, just an open space that is too wide for a door, too narrow for 'open plan' living. Near the far window, looking out on the streets of New York, is a kitchen table with a few chairs. Leaning against it rests Lauri-Ell's Hammer, begging for attention. Could it possibly be safely touched in this space, even if it can't in real life?

Finally the kitchen has pantries one can look in, which are mostly empty, and a fridge covered in photos. The place is rather empty, like the apartment exists for someone to live in, but that person isn't around as much as they could be. Perhaps that's exactly what it's like. But given nothing in here is of a scale suitable for Lauri-Ell, it's no doubt that this place isn't properly hers.
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Lauri-Ell suddenly had a lot of confidence in her opinions when they were about Tony, which he couldn't really hold against her. That was what he had been asking for, after all, and he did work very hard at cultivating the kind of image that would keep people from getting too close, and the one Lauri-Ell seemed to have found definitely sounded effective. Tony had no idea how he would reconstruct it, but effective nonetheless.

"What would that change?" he challenged instead, eyebrows raised before clicking his tongue with a shrug. "As long as they do their job, makes no difference if they say 'you're welcome'." She hadn't exactly put him in a place where he could claim to know much about kindness.
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Those are different things," Tony replied, then took a breath with his eyes briefly closed because that kind of thing was what had gotten them into this situation. Dreams and plans, kindness and caring, Tony wasn't often accused of subtlety if he had done his job right, so he must have really run off the track now. "Plenty of people who don't care can be terribly kind," he breathed out, not really expecting this one to go any better.
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Tony supposed it was a good thing that Lauri-Ell hadn't met anyone like that and couldn't understand, or at least hadn't known them long enough to know the difference, but that it just made for another reason for her to condemn him was irritating enough to leave him with his arms folded tightly and eyes rolled to the ceiling. He could practically hear Cap sighing that he needed to be nicer to people, which did not help his guilt or his irritability.

"It would be better for your frown lines if you stopped trying. You're not going to get anything out of it, so it's not a worthwhile expense," he advised. She could hate him for not living up to her expectations, Tony had plenty of experience handling that one. She didn't have to like him for Tony to get her home, back to the real heroes.
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not him," Tony said firmly, one hand out flat to establish this foundation that was so severely failing Lauri-Ell. There were clearly enough similarities that explained why Lauri-Ell kept being so confused and disappointed by him, but Tony had never done this sun-supernova thing, and based on what he heard about these other Tony Starks, they had all figured out how to be a better person than he had yet. "I make weapons, I can't have kids, I can't even have a drink without screwing it up, I'm never going to be him. So if that's the calculation you're trying to make, I'm telling you, this problem where you're not understanding me, it's your math, you're putting a bunch of expressions there that don't exist."

Waving the foundation he had laid, he continued, "You keep doing that--everything is right or wrong. I said it wasn't worth it. I'm not worth this headache you're working up."
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't like Tony had bought a ticket for this ride, and he peevishly spread his arms to encompass the room that neither of them wanted to be in to ask what he was supposed to do about that, before folding them over his chest again tightly, eyes on the ground. None of them wanted to be here, and it had been days and he wasn't any closer to getting them out, just making it worse for everyone. It shouldn't have been up to Lauri-Ell to tell him what to do about it, he should have figured it out by now.

"I'm going to figure it out," he declared. "I'm not trying to keep you here. I am--I am trying." That was worse to admit, he realized. It was probably less humiliating for him if he wasn't trying so hard.
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[personal profile] in_extremis 2022-06-11 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
There was a welcome escape, but Tony lingered, gaze back on Lauri-Ell for a beat as he hoped for either of them to figure out what she meant by that. They had proved to be speaking very different languages, so it probably didn't help that Tony provided, "I wasn't the one that said I didn't understand."

He made for the door then, feeling like he was slinking away with his tail between his legs and doing his best to appear otherwise, pushing his shoulders back and his restless hand into his pocket.