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revivalproject2021-08-24 08:52 pm
ezra_of_lothal) wrote in revivalproject2021-08-24 08:52 pm
Everybody here has loved and lost
WHO: Ezra Bridger and Padme Amidala, also OTA
WHERE: Around in Temba, especially the garden at the Jedi Temple, and the glownie ranch
WHAT: Padme and Ezra talk about Sith Lords, Ezra getting some feelings out with the help of animal friends, and generally being around Temba
WHEN: Sometime in August, after Luke arrives and Obi-wan tells Padme about Mustafar
WARNINGS: Discussion of Anakin becoming Vader, so murder and other violence are among other Star Wars flavor of bad possibilities
1. Closed to Padme
Ezra doesn't have the sort of bond with Padme that he does with Obi-wan - in the purely emotional or psychic sense - but months of sharing the space of the Temba Jedi Temple means he knows her presence well, and has started to pick up on her moods more sometimes without really trying.
Perhaps Padme, who has clearly spent a fair amount of time around Jedi long before meeting Ezra, wouldn't be surprised that not only does he know she's coming out to the temple garden before he sees her, but that he has an inkling of...intentness.
"Something you wanted to talk about?" he asks, lightly, without looking up from his weeding.
2. The glownie ranch, OTA
Sometimes meditation and Jedi mantras aren't enough to lay emotions to rest.
Ezra has next to no shame that he's internalized about displaying emotion, only his awareness that he lives alongside other people with varying empathic ability, so on days when his mood dips, he tends to remove himself from the temple area - away from the somewhat more populated areas of Temba entirely.
Today after feeding the glownies, sometime after he starts brushing them out for wool, he finds himself quietly leaking tears, which makes him pause in his work, puzzled at himself. It's no one thing upsetting him, he decides. In fact, he's not even completely sure it's entirely about his own emotions.
Maybe, he muses to himself, it wasn't just physical safety that had driven him out to the relatively isolated communications tower that had been the closest thing he had to a home for years, on Lothal. Maybe it had partly been, on a less than conscious level, about having quiet in the Force.
It's ok. He can let this built up pressure go off, and he'll feel better.
Being wrapped up in feelings and leaning into the simple physical and emotional warmth of the glownies means he less likely to notice the presence of other people. When he finally does, he startles, and wipes at his face with a hand.
3. Wildcard! Wanna stumble across Ezra gardening or herding some other day? Or somewhere else around Temba? Feel free to hit me up at![[plurk.com profile]](https://plurk.com/favicon.ico)
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#5032 on discord if you want to bounce an idea around!
WHERE: Around in Temba, especially the garden at the Jedi Temple, and the glownie ranch
WHAT: Padme and Ezra talk about Sith Lords, Ezra getting some feelings out with the help of animal friends, and generally being around Temba
WHEN: Sometime in August, after Luke arrives and Obi-wan tells Padme about Mustafar
WARNINGS: Discussion of Anakin becoming Vader, so murder and other violence are among other Star Wars flavor of bad possibilities
1. Closed to Padme
Ezra doesn't have the sort of bond with Padme that he does with Obi-wan - in the purely emotional or psychic sense - but months of sharing the space of the Temba Jedi Temple means he knows her presence well, and has started to pick up on her moods more sometimes without really trying.
Perhaps Padme, who has clearly spent a fair amount of time around Jedi long before meeting Ezra, wouldn't be surprised that not only does he know she's coming out to the temple garden before he sees her, but that he has an inkling of...intentness.
"Something you wanted to talk about?" he asks, lightly, without looking up from his weeding.
2. The glownie ranch, OTA
Sometimes meditation and Jedi mantras aren't enough to lay emotions to rest.
Ezra has next to no shame that he's internalized about displaying emotion, only his awareness that he lives alongside other people with varying empathic ability, so on days when his mood dips, he tends to remove himself from the temple area - away from the somewhat more populated areas of Temba entirely.
Today after feeding the glownies, sometime after he starts brushing them out for wool, he finds himself quietly leaking tears, which makes him pause in his work, puzzled at himself. It's no one thing upsetting him, he decides. In fact, he's not even completely sure it's entirely about his own emotions.
Maybe, he muses to himself, it wasn't just physical safety that had driven him out to the relatively isolated communications tower that had been the closest thing he had to a home for years, on Lothal. Maybe it had partly been, on a less than conscious level, about having quiet in the Force.
It's ok. He can let this built up pressure go off, and he'll feel better.
Being wrapped up in feelings and leaning into the simple physical and emotional warmth of the glownies means he less likely to notice the presence of other people. When he finally does, he startles, and wipes at his face with a hand.
3. Wildcard! Wanna stumble across Ezra gardening or herding some other day? Or somewhere else around Temba? Feel free to hit me up at
#5032 on discord if you want to bounce an idea around!