Tommy Shepard (
doubled_speed) wrote in
revivalproject2019-10-09 12:02 pm
Public Network Video - (Plus Two Private Messages)
Public Video - [Posted During Ship Lock-Up]
[The video comes on and there's Tommy, a touch blurry around the edges. The background changes behind him constantly. One second he's pacing in what was clearly the dorm of the ship he's on. The next second he's in a mess hall, the protein paste machine in the background. Then the hangar. Then the bridge. Back to the mess and dorm and mess. This will be true for the whole video. There is no denying that he's very agitated, like ready to run up the walls. Or through them if he could.]
Dudes, who in the world decided this was the best plan that there was? Like, seriously, this plan? It's bogus. Being locked up on a ship is one thing. I wanna go to space. Space is fucking cool. All the stars and planets and traveling and that shit. But here, on the fucking ground, and there's like no way to go and travel between them and the space is small and itissosmallandthewalls are everywhere andican'tgetthrough
[He's shaking harder now, as he comes to a stop. This is miserable.]
Yo, Agrii or whatever. I don't fucking CARE about making friends. I can do that on my own time. But I want the fuck out. Let me go back to the greenhouse. I swear I just found a door that led to a whole section of a floor that was just fucking MINT. I like mint. Let me at the fucking mint.
justletmeoutofhere!
Private Message to Billy - October 13th
[He's calmed down a bit at this point, and it's important that he does this. That he seems calm for this. Because Billy deserves it.]
Yo, happy birthday, bro. Was gonna make you this whole salad with things from the Garden. But some ASSHOLES in charge here absolutely decided to blow birthday plans. I'm sorry this all sorta got blown up. Who you on wherever you're on with? I'm with Wanda. Which, you know, awkward. You know where V ended up? Whatever, not like it matters. Just be okay, right?
Private to Vision - October 13th
[This one has a more nervous looking Tommy. Like he isn't even sure he should be sending this.]
It's today, right? You sorta said that the math would come out to today, yeah? So you know, I don't hold it against you. Forgetting. And not, you know, doing the whole thing you said you would. But it's fine, right? I get it, that you'd want to. So don't worry about me, okay? Just make sure you wish Billy a happy birthday. This will probably be the first time he has to celebrate it without his family or friends or all that. It would mean a lot, I think, for you to reach out.
Because, you know, it's a good Dad thing to do. And he's used to having a good dad. So, you know Vision, do your best. We're nineteen now, so I guess throw that in too?
[OOC: If anyone of Tommy's cohort wants to run into him while he's recording messages, that's cool too. Just hit me up at
churbooseanon and we can set it up.]
[The video comes on and there's Tommy, a touch blurry around the edges. The background changes behind him constantly. One second he's pacing in what was clearly the dorm of the ship he's on. The next second he's in a mess hall, the protein paste machine in the background. Then the hangar. Then the bridge. Back to the mess and dorm and mess. This will be true for the whole video. There is no denying that he's very agitated, like ready to run up the walls. Or through them if he could.]
Dudes, who in the world decided this was the best plan that there was? Like, seriously, this plan? It's bogus. Being locked up on a ship is one thing. I wanna go to space. Space is fucking cool. All the stars and planets and traveling and that shit. But here, on the fucking ground, and there's like no way to go and travel between them and the space is small and itissosmallandthewalls are everywhere andican'tgetthrough
[He's shaking harder now, as he comes to a stop. This is miserable.]
Yo, Agrii or whatever. I don't fucking CARE about making friends. I can do that on my own time. But I want the fuck out. Let me go back to the greenhouse. I swear I just found a door that led to a whole section of a floor that was just fucking MINT. I like mint. Let me at the fucking mint.
justletmeoutofhere!
Private Message to Billy - October 13th
[He's calmed down a bit at this point, and it's important that he does this. That he seems calm for this. Because Billy deserves it.]
Yo, happy birthday, bro. Was gonna make you this whole salad with things from the Garden. But some ASSHOLES in charge here absolutely decided to blow birthday plans. I'm sorry this all sorta got blown up. Who you on wherever you're on with? I'm with Wanda. Which, you know, awkward. You know where V ended up? Whatever, not like it matters. Just be okay, right?
Private to Vision - October 13th
[This one has a more nervous looking Tommy. Like he isn't even sure he should be sending this.]
It's today, right? You sorta said that the math would come out to today, yeah? So you know, I don't hold it against you. Forgetting. And not, you know, doing the whole thing you said you would. But it's fine, right? I get it, that you'd want to. So don't worry about me, okay? Just make sure you wish Billy a happy birthday. This will probably be the first time he has to celebrate it without his family or friends or all that. It would mean a lot, I think, for you to reach out.
Because, you know, it's a good Dad thing to do. And he's used to having a good dad. So, you know Vision, do your best. We're nineteen now, so I guess throw that in too?
[OOC: If anyone of Tommy's cohort wants to run into him while he's recording messages, that's cool too. Just hit me up at

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Well then, I shall look to the future for both of us.
[Another pause, because, well, okay. Tommy has a point.]
True. That would be very strange even by our standards. I think it makes it even more important if we choose to acknowledge that connection despite its complications, though, don't you think?
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[Lies. Lies lies lies. Tommy's just so used to them as an attempt to protect himself.]
i guess i might have been weirder to her if she hadn't shown up when i was mid-freak. and i may have accidentally told her we're related.
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And for the moment, being stuck on a small spaceship without the person you care most about is the opposite of that. I do understand. At least in the Fleet we could transfer ships or use the shuttles to visit others.
Oh, Tommy. Surely that much alone couldn't have been a surprise to her. You do resemble your uncle very strongly, at least on a superficial level.
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the ships might not be so bad if i could actually go and move between them. wouldn't even need to transfer or anything. billy is a cuddler and all that and i like my space. but it's just the being locked in here with no warning and there's no where to be fast and i'm just... it's super hard.
i told mom we're 'distant relatives' and i sorta was freaking when i first got here and called you mom and pops to sansa and that's a whole mess but she promised not to tell. and wow if you think i superficially resemble my uncle then your pietro must look different from what i remember, because b and i definitely got the grampsneto jaw line, and i got his hair too. got some of wanda's softer features though. but not her ears. maybe we have your ears? our-your, not you-your.
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I see. We did eventually acquire a larger ship called the Iskaulit which was useful during deep-space missions for people to stretch their legs in - it was perhaps as large as the building with the swimming pool on top, and had many facilities set up by passengers such as shops, a gym, obstacle course, snow room, and the like. I think it would be good to establish something like that if we have the chance.
You have light hair and you're a speedster with a magical twin. That's more than enough for a superficial resemblance, you know.
[And then he attaches a snapshot of the side of his head.]
Clearly not; I do not have ears.
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also i want that larger ship. that sounds better.
as for billy i'm not sure how much i can say about it. he had a pretty serious bought with depression and it was hard on a lot of people. especially him.
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Perhaps I shall give myself ears some time, so that you may inspect them.
I'm sorry to hear that - the life we lead is traumatizing even under the best of circumstances, and it's not as though the two of you are without extra pressures due to your unique family situation. Compound that with a high power level and it's not at all hard to understand why depression might strike. And here they've gone and taken him away from his support structure, except for yourself. I hope you'll let me know if there's anything I can do (aside from giving him a birthday present, which I have).
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[That definitely isn't the best way to word things, though. Not here. The 'support structure gone except you'. It makes Tommy feel like he can't support the guy.]
i know i'm terrible to support people because i'm not the greatest person for that shit. but i'm trying the best i know how.
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[Although, oops. He hadn't meant it that way.]
Not at all, Tommy. I meant only that it would be far worse for him if you hadn't been brought here as well. It's wonderful that you two have each other. The rest of us are a step removed at best, even those of us you might have known back home. You're glad to have him here, aren't you? I'm sure he feels the same.
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b spent a lot of time with the rest of the team recently. so i don't mind being around him right now. and he needs someone to keep him sane. just not sure i'm the best at that.
[It's as close as he'll get to admitting he missed his twin and is glad to have him back. Back to himself too, more or less.]
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Notwithstanding how the rest of them might be at home, because that's where they are: at home.
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And planning what to do until we get out is as good a way as any to pass the time. Finishing your painting will be high on my priority list.
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But there is plenty one can do without an engineer, such as decoration.
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well now I’ll have your painting I guess
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I'm glad you like it. I hope I'll be able to make more soon.
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