That first question is a hard one to answer. I'm glad it doesn't matter.

[the second question, though. she thinks hard about that for a moment. what did make her the virus? was it Trevor? was it the Breen? the Monicans? the war itself? she wasn't sure. she had no way of knowing. she'd never even noticed so many of them -- oh.]

It's hard to say. I just know now that ... maybe I wasn't paying enough attention.