“Dude, as someone who trots out that whole ‘nah I get it I wanna be friends too’ bullshit defensively, I’m not sure how much either of us believes that.”
Tommy barely believes it in himself.
“I wanna kiss you. I also wanna make sure that if I kiss you it is because I wanna kiss you, if that makes sense. Not some spell that latched on to us, but me. And I wanna be sure that if you kiss me, it’s because you wanna kiss me, and it isn’t something Billy put in your head or something. Which I can’t be until he wakes up and I talk to him.
How much had their desires shapes the reality and how much was a bad script? How much was real and how much was lingering echoes. He didn’t even know how to figure that out.
Hell, he didn’t even know if it mattered. Wasn’t feeling it half the battle anyway? Or more.
“Fuck, I hate thinking. It’s not my norm. Normally I just act. It hasn’t led me wrong as much as it should.”
But he blushes a little at Kyle’s statement.
“Uh, like, David and I hadn’t gotten to proper terms back home, and that was forever ago. Nothing more than heavy makeouts.”
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Tommy barely believes it in himself.
“I wanna kiss you. I also wanna make sure that if I kiss you it is because I wanna kiss you, if that makes sense. Not some spell that latched on to us, but me. And I wanna be sure that if you kiss me, it’s because you wanna kiss me, and it isn’t something Billy put in your head or something. Which I can’t be until he wakes up and I talk to him.
How much had their desires shapes the reality and how much was a bad script? How much was real and how much was lingering echoes. He didn’t even know how to figure that out.
Hell, he didn’t even know if it mattered. Wasn’t feeling it half the battle anyway? Or more.
“Fuck, I hate thinking. It’s not my norm. Normally I just act. It hasn’t led me wrong as much as it should.”
But he blushes a little at Kyle’s statement.
“Uh, like, David and I hadn’t gotten to proper terms back home, and that was forever ago. Nothing more than heavy makeouts.”