There's something she hadn't really considered before now: what would happen when (if?) she returned to the Mantis. Did she just disappear from the ship, leaving behind Cal, Cere, and Greez to wonder where she'd gone? Would she just appear back on the Mantis in the same spot she'd been when she'd left? Would the same amount of time have passed there as it did here?
At least now she knows that it would be like she'd never left at all. Even to herself, which is a strange thing to reconcile. Maybe it's just her kneejerk reaction, but she doesn't like the idea of having her memory taken from her. Sometimes, it feels like her memory is all she has.
Her frown deepens, and there's a bit of a pause after Cal finishes that she doesn't rush to fill right away.
"I see." There's another pause—she wants to say it's good or bad or even interesting to know, but the truth is that she hasn't actually decided yet. It's a lot to think about. It makes her question whether their time here even matters, if that's the case, and there's no easy answer to that.
Finally, she just sighs, her expression smoothing out again, and nods once. "Then yes, you should take these chances while you can." Spend time with other Jedi, train with a master, live at the Temple... live your best Jedi life, Cal.
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At least now she knows that it would be like she'd never left at all. Even to herself, which is a strange thing to reconcile. Maybe it's just her kneejerk reaction, but she doesn't like the idea of having her memory taken from her. Sometimes, it feels like her memory is all she has.
Her frown deepens, and there's a bit of a pause after Cal finishes that she doesn't rush to fill right away.
"I see." There's another pause—she wants to say it's good or bad or even interesting to know, but the truth is that she hasn't actually decided yet. It's a lot to think about. It makes her question whether their time here even matters, if that's the case, and there's no easy answer to that.
Finally, she just sighs, her expression smoothing out again, and nods once. "Then yes, you should take these chances while you can." Spend time with other Jedi, train with a master, live at the Temple... live your best Jedi life, Cal.