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𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙣 ([personal profile] noch) wrote in [community profile] revivalproject2021-10-10 11:14 pm

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WHO: Merrin and Cal
WHERE: Aboard Cake Dance, somewhere in the skies between Sh'ka and Temba
WHAT: Dubious piloting, gift giving, and getting glitter in places glitter does not belong
WHEN: The general vicinity of a few days ago to now
WARNINGS: None (yet?? will update if anything comes up)

The little black-wrapped package stayed in the hallway outside Merrin's room at the hotel for indeterminable days before she finally returned from Sh'ka, their project in the other city nearly complete. She'd picked up the package on her way inside, brushing her fingers over the small brass plate embossed with her name and then setting it aside—somewhere safe. The necklace inside she'd tucked away, for later.

It's still tucked away in her pocket now as she guides Cake Dance into the air and sets their course for Temba. She'd come to pick up Cal (and various equipment) in Sh'ka and ferry him back, which marks only the second time she's gotten the chance to take the ship out for a spin and test her piloting datapoint—it's also the second time she's flown anything at all period, which is probably obvious by the jerky ride and narrow misses that she sails through with her usual confidence. But hey, at least they don't crash.

Once they're high enough, the autopilot (blessedly) takes over, and she leans back in her seat. "Greez makes this sound more difficult," she says, sounding pretty proud of herself.
out_of_order: (sometimes I'm not being chased)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-11 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
With others suddenly offering to ferry people between cities what with the latest developments of the ships, Cal had been pleasantly surprised to find out that Merrin had taken the piloting data point after all. The ship she'd been assigned proved to be just as bizarre as the older ones, and didn't match the pilot at all for the pastels and the rosy hues.

Here in the cockpit at least you could for the moment forget about the strange color scheme of the rest of the ship's interior. Cal eases his fingers away from his own seat, releasing a chuckle that helps to disperse the remaining tension as he glances over at Merrin once the ship takes over for the flight back. BD-1 hops down and skitters off to explore once he's sure the ship won't be taking any more unexpected turns.

"Greez didn't have all the information to pilot jammed into his head in a split second," Cal counters, grinning lopsidedly as he leans forward to rest his elbows over his knees. It hadn't been a smooth trip but it had been exciting, and honestly he can say he's pretty proud of Merrin too. "Too bad we're stuck only going between the two cities. It might've been fun to take a spin somewhere."
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-14 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
What? He was just pointing out fact. Technically Merrin's already got more experience piloting a ship than he does, now that she's taken the ship out. Cal hides a smile behind his hands, finally extracting himself from his own seat to trail after her and out of the cockpit area.

The glitter had been one of the first things noted along with the unusual color scheme, bringing with it memories of the strange shimmery shower of the stuff that had happened for a few days. Cal had hoped he'd seen the last of it but it still tended to stick around. He'd still find some in corners of the workshop.

"Space would be a lot different, I think. And less exciting when the ship can't travel through hyperspace to get between places. Hopefully this ship has some speed upgrades. We had to add those to the other ships. It took us forever to get anywhere. Still takes a while even with those upgrades."
out_of_order: (don't answer big doors)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-18 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
It had been a natural line of conversation to follow, although to be fair, Cal wasn't sure what else to say, and he doubted that after all the work they've been doing, talking even more about the repairs done and yet needed for electricity in the other city was something they wanted to bring up. Cal abandons the initial subject easily enough, arching a brow as Merrin informs him that she has something for him. He follows her to the lounge, a brief glance cast at BD-1 as the little guy explores. Well, what trouble can he possibly get into?

The lounge proves just as clashing with Merrin as everything else for the interior of the ship. In general it's not a space that Cal's made much use of even aboard his previously assigned ship. He looks at the sofas, slipping into the seat across from her, resting his arms over the table. "Something on your mind?"
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-18 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Rather than wait for further explanation, he waits, knowing how blunt she is with her responses, but never without additional detail as she sees fit. He senses that brief swell of power as Merrin calls up her magick again, head lifting slightly once she reveals what's in her hand. Even with her power no longer active as the wisps fade, he can still sense something familiar from the stone resting in its setting.

Cal's lips quirk slightly in amusement at the words she says in follow-up. "I didn't think it would but thanks for the confirmation?" he replies, reaching over to accept the gift. "What's the occasion?" he asks, brow lifting. "This... it's a raw energy stone, isn't it?"
out_of_order: (broke another lightsaber)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-19 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Cal runs his fingers over the segmented links, taking in the details as they wind their way towards the stone again. There's no uncertainty there, no caution even as Merrin explains her magick application. He can sense it, both the familiar presence of the stone's inherent power itself and that particular tint of whatever aspect of the Force Merrin's magick has. And there's something else too, that subtle draw through the Force that calls to him.

"V...vyuchit?" he repeats, trying to get his mouth to work out the unusual word while hoping not to mangle it terribly. He lets the necklace dangle from his hand, looking across the table at her again before he gets up to step around it, and if she allows it, to take a seat beside her instead.

"...no one's given me anything like this before," he says quietly. Gifts in general aren't something he commonly receives, and the possible reasons- the practical ones, anyway, for Merrin deciding to do this for him aren't lost on him. But he remembers them sitting by the fire at the campsite, that rare vulnerability, that resonance of how it had felt to be alone and lost without direction. His free hand lifts almost hesitantly at first, but then he moves it to gently clasp one of the anxious pale hands at her knees.

"Thank you." The words already feel inadequate, his hand squeezing her's slightly after he's said them. He looks down at the necklace again, twisting his hand to catch the stone setting in his palm. The echo is there, pulling at him like a tug on the sleeve, easily connecting even with reaction as casual as a glance.
out_of_order: (sometimes I'm not being chased)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-20 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
So few of the echoes Cal experienced here away from anything they knew had been pleasant. The city was riddled with knots of confusion and fear, the caves were filled with pain and death. Even then, only the latter had been clear enough (too clear, really) to allow him a full glimpse of past events rather than the brief sensations and hints elsewhere.

Here he witnesses a fresh memory, imprinted into the stone, perhaps all the more because of its own nature. It's a warm one, with two of his favorite people here, if Jedi are allowed that. But then what was a Jedi, and who made the rules that they followed? They could form bonds, they could care for the well-being of others. Even here, they'd gathered together- a natural thing, wasn't it? Yet Cal can't help but feel that something was overlooked. His fingers had curled gently over the stone as he witnessed the memory, his other hand returning the warm, supportive touch of Merrin's as she turns her's towards his own. He lifts his head as he opens his eyes again, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

"Sounds like you're just encouraging me to get into more trouble," he says, bumping her shoulder lightly with his own as he grins.
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-20 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Fair enough," Cal concedes with an exaggerated sigh and a droop of his shoulders. It's not like he can deny that he won't throw himself into things if needs be.

"I don't think you'd let me say no even if I didn't want to," he laughs then, holding the necklace up. "Here. Can you help me with it?" He unfastens the clasp before offering it over. If she's so insistent on him wearing it, he'll let her do the honors.
out_of_order: (don't answer big doors)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-21 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
He'd been fully prepared to turn around so she'd have an easier time of fastening the clasp behind his neck. That familiar warmth creeps across his face again as Merrin brings her arms around him to put the necklace on from the front instead. Cal's all too mindful of how close she is then, of the contact between them, his glance towards her face almost shy as it drops down again, perhaps to keep from putting her on the spot as he feels her fumble with the clasp before it's finally in place.

They're still so close, even once she's finished the task. He's not as sensitive in empathy as his fellow Jedi, but he can sense the swirl of emotions in the young woman there before him, wondering if his own would be mirroring these feelings, unsure if he can tell one from the other. But it's enough that he can anticipate the question that comes, meeting her gaze as she looks towards him. Expecting the question doesn't make it any simpler to respond to.

"But we're talking more about how you seem to have some feelings for her. Which is fine. You're both almost adults. Just want to make sure you're not going to do anything stupid."

"I... Yeah, I guess I do. But I don't want to complicate things, and if how things are right now between us are comfortable, then that's fine."

"That's your choice. You can always take the risk. Sometimes, the only way to find out the answer is to ask."


Cobb's words surface in his mind like another unbidden echo, a conversation from a life that wasn't quite real, and yet still contained some threads of truth. He hadn't been sure which parts were, or if it was all fabrication. He knew some of them had more difficulties with the experience of a dual life than others.

"...I've been trying to work that out for some time now," he finally admits. "I wanted to really know...that it wasn't just something made up." He has a feeling she'd understand what he'd meant. They'd been scripted into the same story. But that city, that life wasn't what was real. This however is, the moments they've spent together, their conversations, their understandings.

"Every time I see you, it puts me at ease. Because I know that this isn't the place we're meant to be, and eventually we won't be together with everyone we've befriended here. ...but you'll still be there."
out_of_order: (sometimes I'm not being chased)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-22 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
No one was ever meant to be alone. Jedi couldn't be of any use if they didn't care to some degree. Fighting alone was difficult, but facing things alongside of those they could trust, those they cared about- it makes all the difference. Cal knows he can't go back to being alone. Back to living for himself, in fear of being discovered for who he was. Jedi weren't supposed to give into fear either, but how could anyone deny that, after all that had happened?

But he wasn't alone. Neither was Merrin. Physically, they had been, and yet their experiences were shared to some extent. They both knew loss, betrayal and distrust. They'd both learned that being together made them far stronger than walking separate paths.

It feels like a weight's been lifted, perhaps echoed by the elation he senses from Merrin in that moment, and the smile that comes to his own face needs no urging. "What can I say?" he says with a faint shrug at her teasing, one side of his lips tugging up higher in that almost roguish sort of way. It's strange how easily their words have melted away the awkwardness that had settled there just a short while ago. It feels right to be there, and he only realizes then that this is the first he's ever seen her smile so openly. She's beautiful, but then she's always been so, in her own mysterious way.

She pulls him forward- his brow arches at her, half-teasing, himself as though to suggest 'was that what this was actually for?'- but he finds himself leaning in without her further urging, to feel the warmth of her lips against his own.
out_of_order: (sass)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-24 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
This isn't like those casual, affectionate kisses that Tony tended to dispense on his head along with playful ruffles of his hair, or an impromptu squeeze of a hug around the shoulders. Cal feels almost reluctant to pull back when Merrin does, but seeing her smile holding, how it softens her usually serious mien, it's like an extension of her kiss, seeing this more open side to her.

He lifts his hand to catch hold of hers as though she might draw it away too quickly from its gentle exploration of his face. "But I'm still more than happy to know you're here now. And I know you can take care of yourself, but I can't help myself to want to try to protect you too. All the same, I'm glad to know you have my back."
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-28 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
After her adamant insistence that she could take care of herself, to hear Merrin make an allowance for him makes him happy, and not just a little relieved. He knows she's put a lot of trust in him, but it's always been in careful measures, not that he complained, knowing what she had gone through, knowing he'd been in a similar position once when it came to who he could trust. Saying that they have each other's backs puts them on equal ground, confirms that trust they both have come to put in each other.

Her own words make him laugh. "Am I? I don't think I know how to be romantic. I was just being truthful," he says. His smile takes that crooked angle angle again. "And I wouldn't know how Jedi would pursue what they're not supposed to have. But the Jedi also believed in strength of bonds. If we weren't supposed to build up relationships then there wouldn't have been an Order."
out_of_order: (sometimes I'm not being chased)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-10-31 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
Romance is still something he's not quite sure he's worked out, and even his strange little taste of an alternate life hadn't offered him too much more by way of knowledge or experience. He's just happy that they'd gotten to this point. Push him too hard and he might consult Tony.

There's a cough at her line of questioning, not that he can hide a grin with that all too familiar expression or the tone accompanying it. "Probably not," Cal admits. "But I've been thinking a lot about it. And while I can see the potential for dangerous situations, I don't think it's impossible to avoid. I think trust is a key part of that. Not just in the Force, but in who you love."
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[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-03 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
It's hard to put things into words. The more he tries to explain, the less adequate it seems. As she teases him again, Cal almost frowns, but he finds himself shaking his head, smiling in spite of himself.

"Actually..." he says, making to lean in as though he means to whisper whatever more he might have to say, but instead he turns his head to lightly catch her lips again in another kiss. Actions speak louder than words anyway.
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[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-09 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
Is he getting better at this? Cal still isn't quite sure, leaning a little more into an emotional lead. Merrin meets him more than willingly, and it's enough to ease the anxiousness that had briefly built up before he'd made to kiss her. Her hands are warm on his face, fingers tickling the back of his neck. He finds his own hands slipping around her to pull her closer. It's a blissful moment where there are no thoughts past the young woman in his arms.

And then there's a startled electronic shriek that erupts from somewhere just beyond their little private world, forcefully pushing back the boundaries of that focused bubble to remind them where they were. A shimmering stream of glitter spews from one of the dispensers, BD-1 hopping about on the floor, skittering back to avoid a further dusting of the notoriously clingy stuff.
out_of_order: (sass)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-10 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Cal's reaction nearly mirror's Merrin's as he startles as well, gasping in surprise before he looks over to see what his little friend's gotten into this time. He runs a hand through his bangs as he takes in the mess, but he's unable to keep a laugh from escaping him as the situation itself sinks in.

"A little," he agrees, smiling crookedly as he looks between Merrin and BD-1.
"Well, I guess we now know what that button does at least." He gets to his feet, stepping around to review the mess with a shake of his head. "I'm not even going to ask why."
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-14 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it explains the random shimmer of glitter just about everywhere, kind of. Cal holds his hands out for BD-1 to hop up so that he can do his best to dust the little droid off. "Definitely due for another oil bath. Or was that your plan all along?" he asks, smirking a little as he brings BD-1 over to the edge of the seat Merrin still occupies. The droid hops onto the back of the sofa, shaking off his feet in a futile attempt to dislodge more glitter.

"Glue, huh? How'd you find that out?" Cal suspects he knows the answer to that as he looks at Merrin, arching a brow at her with one of those looks she'd usually give him.
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[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-14 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
Merrin would always win in keeping a straight face, it seems. Cal tries but he ends up ducking his head at the beginnings of a snicker before he shakes his head. No, he's not picturing just how Merrin had found out about the glue dispenser on her own, not at all.

BD-1 gives another shudder not unlike a wet dog, dislodging a brief shimmery shower of loose glitter. His little antennae droop a little as he gives a plaintive hoot. He's being banished just because he made it all shiny? Cal tries brushing off the glitter on the droid's head, making a slight face as he rubs at his fingers. "Oh, he didn't mean it. Although I think I'd rather not have him poking at random buttons in the cargo hold," he notes.
out_of_order: (heard that before)

[personal profile] out_of_order 2021-11-14 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Judging by the wince, it seems Cal does catch on, if only after that look. But it's hard for him to just dismiss BD-1 given all the two had been through together. To be fair he wasn't sure they really wanted to leave the droid to his own button-pushing devices when they were in flight, even if everything was nailed down in the cargo hold.

"I know, let's get you set up to recharge, huh BeeDee? Then we won't have to worry about it once we're back in Temba," Cal suggests, glancing briefly at Merrin with the faintest quirk of a smile. That'll keep BD-1 out of trouble and give them some time.